Have a little Hope (Connor Franta Fanfic)

Chapter 6

Connor's POV

We were at the hospital, and we didn't know Hopes condition. I was pacing back and forth in the waiting room, and I couldn't calm down.

"Connor, sit down. Chill out." Kian said, trying to calm me down.

I sat on the chair, and then a doctor came over. He walked passed us, to an old lady that was knitting. He said something to her, and she smiled and cried tears of joy.

I hope Hope is ok I thought. Then the doctor came to us.

"Hello, I'm Doctor Miller and I'm taking care ofHope. She was throwing up all the blood because she had a nerve split in her throat, causing her to cough and throw up the blood. She will be ok, you can go see her if you'd like."

"Thank you Doctor." I so as before running into Hopes room.

"Hope! Baby!" I said, running in to the room. I gave her a hug, and sat down next to her.

"Hey Connor." Hope said, her voice was barely there.

"Oh babe, your voice doesn't sound to good. Get some rest!" I told her, kissing her forehead and standing up.

"No, don't leave please." Hope said.

"I wouldn't." I sat back down next to her and soon heard her soft snores. It was around 5:00 in the morning, so I dozed off along with Hope.

_______Next Morning_______

Hope's POV

I woke up with Connor next to me, around 10:00. My throat hurt like hell, so I stayed quiet. Connor woke up a few minutes after I did.

"Good morning beautiful." He said, smiling. I tried to speak, but I just winced in pain.

"Oh sweetie," Connor wrapped me up in a warm embrace.

"Nice to see you both awake," the doctor came into the room. "Hope can go home today. She just has to take these painkillers for her throat, it shouldn't bleed anymore but if she coughs up any more blood contact us right away." The doctor handed Connor the bottle of pills, and I got dressed.

We went to get Ricky because he was leaving today too. We saw Ricky, and he was on crutches.

"How are you feeling, Ricky?" I asked him.

"Good, thanks. You?" He asked.

"Yeah I'm fine. Let's go!" We all walked out to the car. We drove back to the house, and we were tired so we all went to our rooms. Kian, Sam, Trevor, and Jc were all playing Mario Kart in the living room. They were all super excited to see Ricky.

"Hey man!" Kian said, and they all wrapped him up in a hug.

"We are headed up to my room!" Connor said, when we were half way up the stairs. When we got into his room he grabbed by butt and lifted me up.

I gasped, then started to kiss him, roughly. He kissed back, hard. This was the most rough he has ever been with me, he was usually so gentle. I pulled away.

"Connor, what's gotten into you? Your being so rough with me." I said to him, confused.

"I just want you really bad right now." Connor said, leaning back in. I broke from his grip and hopped on the floor.

"WE ARE GOING OUT, WANT TO COME?" Sam yelled from downstairs.

"NO THANKS!" Connor yelled back. They all left, and we were home alone.

Connor scooped me back up, and kissed me again. I was getting worried, he never did this before. He pressed me against the wall, and put one hand up my shirt, still making out with me. A little bit more gentle this time, but still very rough.

"Connor, stop." I said, pulling his hand out from under my shirt.

"Not now, come on." He said, putting his hand up my shirt again, this time under my bra too.

"Stop, Connor." He didn't stop. Then, he pushed me into the bed. I didn't like where this was headed.  I kissed him back, because I loved him, but this was getting scary. He started to pull down my pants. Then his. I couldn't take it anymore.

"CONNOR STOP!" I yelled, then I slapped him.

"Ummm, I'm sorry. I didn't know what had gotten into me. Please, forgive me." Connor said, giving me a sympathetic look.

"Fine. But don't do that again!" I yelled.
"I'll do it when I feel ready." I said, walking out of the room. I was tearing up a bit. Connor ran after me. He gently kissed my lips.

"I'm so sorry, I love you."

"I love you too." I smiled. We went downstairs and watched a movie. I slowly felt myself drifting to sleep.
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