Don't Know Nothing

Chapter 8 - If it's only a fantasy, then why is it killing me?

I looked at my parents and my sisters, I wanted to say something but couldn't come up with some words. I wanted to do something, throw things trough the room or scream at my parents. But I was in a total shock. Before I knew it I stormed out of the house, not knowing what to do and not knowing where to go. 

I walked for a couple of minutes. Actually I wanted to run but my legs wouldn't allow me. After a couple of minutes I looked around me and I realized I didn't know where I was. Oh yeah that's right, I had lost all of my memories, great.

I had to sit down as soon as I saw a bench standing on the side of the road. I looked at my phone, well actually it wasn't my phone, it was an old phone from Adam because my other phone had died in the accident. Well at least that is what Adam told me. 

The display showed me that it was already 8 pm. But I didn't feel like going home, just simply because I didn't know where my home was. I had this feeling that my family wasn't supportive with me and they didn't seem to take notice of my condition. Just one hour ago I was looking forward to go back to Adam. Just to see him, just to see his smile. But all of that had been fading away in just a couple of minutes. 

My fingers searched for Adam his name in my phone. After I had found him, I just didn't have the guts to call or text him. Of course I was mad at him and I wanted to yell at him, but something inside me stopped me from it. Something inside said no, but I just didn't know what it was. Maybe it was something of the old Kaylynn inside me who said it to me. Maybe there was something more behind this story. I just wanted to find out.

I decided to go back home, well at least I hoped I would find my parents house back. Luckily after a couple of minutes I found it back. I looked through the window and saw my parents and my sister sitting on the sofa watching TV. I couldn't help but feel angry, just because they didn't look for me or called me or anything. They were just watching TV and laughing with each other. All of a sudden I realized I couldn't call this home anymore.

My mom was the one who openend the door, when she saw me standing, she looked relieved. 'Oh honey, we were worried that you wouldn't come back. Please don't run away again like that,' she said to me.

'Yes of course you guys were worried, I just think it is a bit weird that you don't call when you're worried. And on the other hand I'm not a kid anymore mom. I'm a grown up and although I can't remember everything, I can look after myself,' I said to her and after that I walked away to my room. I locked myself and lay down on my bed. Unsure what to do.

The next morning I woke up. Still in the same clothes I went to bed the last night. The sun was already shining through my window and I still didn't know what to do. I looked at my night stand and saw a light at my phone shining. I unlocked my phone and saw that someone had sent me a message. Actually I had get two messages, the first one was from Riley.

'Hey girl, how are you doing? I'm sorry from yesterday. Your sister told me that they told you about Adam. If you want to talk you just have to call me! I can come over if you want! Please text me back.'

Not in the mood to text Riley back I openend the second message and by my suprise I saw it was from Adam.

'Hi sweety, is everything alright? I tried to call you last night but you didn't pick up, did something happen? Please call or text me to tell me how you're doing! Love you.'

His text made me smile, although I didn't want to smile. I was still mad at him and I still wanted to have an explanation for him first breaking up with me and then just acting like we were a couple. It felt like he used me. But because my heart was still saying I wanted to see him I texted back.

'Hey, well there is a lot I need to say to you. And I just want to get away here, so can you please come pick me up? I'm dying over here.. Please text me back soon!'

It felt weird that Adam had send me a text with sweety and love you and I just couldn't text that because I didn't felt that way for him.

I went downstairs, acting like nothing had happened yesterday. My mom was sitting in the living room but she was on the phone with someone so I didn't bother to talk to her. I went to the kitchen to make me some breakfast, but before I had grabbed a cup for some coffee I felt my phone vibrating in my pocket. When I looked at the screen I saw it was a text from Adam.

'Of course I can pick you up, I will come as soon as I can! First I have to do some business and then I can come to you! I'll be there around 1 pm, hold on a little more love!'

I smiled and waited until my mom hung up the phone to tell her the news. Meanwhile I made some breakfast for myself.

'Mom, I'm going back to Adam. He is going to pick me up this afternoon.' I said to her as soon as she hung up the phone. My mom looked at me with a shocked face.

'But Kaylynn? Why? We told you yesterday that he is a douchebag, he isn't the right guy for you. You're far more better of over here!' She said to me. I couldn't help but feel more and more angry.

'Well, maybe because he took care after me after I had almost died. Maybe because although he had broke up with me he was standing beside me when I woke up. He was the one who tried to give me back my memories. But you guys haven't done anything for me! You guys weren't there for me when I woke up. When I needed someone the most! All you guys do is look after yourself, no one has asked me how I was doing when I entered this house! It is just like you guys don't give a crap about me and just want to forget about this whole accident!'

It was a good thing, my parents lived in this big house. Because if the neighboor would have lived a little bit close to our house he would have heard every little thing I had just said. I didn't wanted to talk to my mum anymore so I just grabbed my breakfast, sat down on the sofa and started watching TV. Leaving my mom behind in a shock.

Finally I saw his big car turning into my street. I remember the first time I saw him in this car I thought he was a lawyer or something. But now I knew he was a singer, he was famous.

I stepped into the car and smiled at Adam, he smiled back at me and I felt my heart melting. I just couldn't help it. I promised myself I would first hear Adam his part of the story and deside afterwards if I would stay mad or not.

We didn't say much on our way home. We just listened to the radio and stared out of the window. After a long ride home we finally arrived home. 

'I'm at a payhone trying to call home. All of my change I spent on you.' The radio sang to us. I saw Adam looking shocked and quickly trying to change the channel. I looked at the radio and with huge letters it was saying MAROON 5. 

I grabbed Adam his hand and looked him in the eyes. 

'I already know it Adam. You don't have to hide it anymore.'

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SORRY SORRY SORRY!

I really had this huge writers block and I just didn't know what to write!

I'm so sorry, but today all of a sudden this idea came up to me when I was talking to a friend of mine about my fanfiction. So you can all thank her for that!

I hope you guys enjoy this chapter and don't hate me to much for not uploading this much. But I was also very busy because I just started college, woohoo! 

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~Jolene