Don't Know Nothing

Chapter 6 - A bed that's warm with memories

I heard a car driving up the driveway. That must be my sister. Adam also responded and openend the door for Jasmine. I also walked to the door just in time to see Adam and Jasmine acting weird to each other. Adam said hi to Jasmine, Jasmine also said hi to Adam but she didn't try to make eye contact with Adam. I wondered what was going on between those two.

Last night Adam also acted weird to me. He didn't wanted to talk about his job and he was trying to avoid every question I wanted to ask him about his personal life. I was beginning to become really tired of this situation.

Adam grabbed my bag and put it into Jasmine her car. We said awkwardly goodbye because we both didn't know how to say goodbye. We just said goodbye and promised each other that we would call and text each other.

'So I will be seeing you within a couple of days I guess. Have fun, and I hope you will get some more memories!' Adam said to me. I didn't really know what to say so I just nodded to him and I stepped into the car. After we drove away I felt really stupid for making it such an awkward ending. I still didn't know much about Adam but I could imagine why I used to date him. I mean he was so cute and I felt so home whenever I was with him. I just hoped that he would open up to me so I could get to know him better. But I think that before I want to know him better I first have to get to know myself better.

I became tired of thinking about Adam so I focussed on the music. 

'Here I am waiting, I'll have to leave soon.' Hey that song sounds familiar to me. I looked at Jasmine and saw that she was also recognizing the song but for some reason she looked very schocked and immediately turned the radio on another channel. I looked suprised at her but she was doing her best not trying to make eye contact with me. I didn't want to make a problem about it so I just looked at the road and started to think about other stuff.

After one and a half hour we finally arrived at my parents house. When I stepped out of the car my parents almost immediately came running up to me and they hugged me. I hugged my mom and I could recognize her perfume, it felt so safe and secure and I loved it to smell something familiar because for some reason at Adam his home it didn't smell familiar to me. My dad quickly grabbed my bag out of the car and we all walked inside. Inside I sat down at the table and I took a look around. I saw all these pictures hanging on the wall and some of them were standing on the table besides the sofa. I walked over to the pictures and saw all these pictures of Sophia, Jasmine and me. There were these pictures of the three of us graduating, also pictures from Sophia her wedding. There were also a lot of pictures from the three of us when we were still in elementery school and some of them were from high school. 

My mom came standing next to me and she asked me if I could remember some more things because of the pictures. 

'Well, Sophia her wedding is coming back to me. Also some parts of high school. My graduation is still a big blur but I hope I will remember it soon.' I said to my mom while smiling at her. She smiled back to me but in her eyes I could see she was still worried.

'Don't worry mom, it will all be alright!' I said to her. 

'Of course it will, sweetheart.' My mom said to me but it still sounded like she didn't put any trust in it. 

A couple of hours later we were all sitting down and having dinner. After her work ended Sophia came with her husband. She and my mom were talking the most during dinner. They were talking about their lives and what kind of important things they had done that day. Soon enough I found out that nobody really cared about me anymore. It wasn't like anybody ignored me but they just didn't know how to talk to me. 

'So how was your week, Kaylynn.' Sophia asked to me. Oh my God, was she serious? I mean at the beginning of the week I was still in the hospital and the rest of the week I had done nothing because my stomach hurts everytime I tried to do something because of this scar. 

'Well not much, I mean just laying around because I just came home from the freaking hospital. But luckily at home I could talk to Adam who isn't talking about his personal life all the time,' I snapped back to my sister. As soon as I said it Sophia looked at me realising what she just said. I saw that she was trying to find the right words. 

'Oh, I'm so sorry Kaylynn. I didn't mean it that way. I was just wondering if you did something interesting with Adam or something.' When Sophia dropped the name Adam I could see some of my family looking irritated. For some reason my dad looked away with a kind of angry look. 

'Well of course Sophia, I don't care. I think I'm going to shower and then go to bed. I'm feeling a bit tired because of the medicine I'm still taking so I will see you guys tomorrow.' I said to them and walked away. When I was almost upstairs I realised I didn't know where my room was. 

'Oh come on, not again.' I said very soft so no one could hear me downstairs. I started looking behind every door. After trying the sixth door I found my room. I was still the same room after all these years. Well I think it is, I can't really remember much about it. I lay down on my bed and started at the ceiling. I was beginning to become mad because of this whole situation I was in. I mean no one wanted to tell me anything and when we were all together everyone acted like there was nothing going on. 

A couple of minutes later I was in the shower. The warm water helped me to think better. I began to organize my mind and I was beginning to feel a bit better. I could still hear my family their voices in the background but I didn't pay any attention to it. Just when I wanted to step out of the shower I realised something. Maybe I had a laptop or something in my room and maybe I could search some things about Adam. Today everyone was already acting weird when someone said Adam. I just wanted to know why.. 

I quickly slipped into my pajamas and returned to my bedroom, luckily I was able to find my room in one time. I began to search my room and soon enough I found my laptop in one of my drawers. I turned it on and found out to my suprise that I didn't locked it with a password.

I opened my internet browser and went tot google. I was hoping that Adam had twitter or facebook or something like that. 

I typed in Adam Levine but I began to feel nervous when I wanted to push the button to search. I mean everyone was acting weird around me when it had something to do with Adam. Maybe there was something really weird about him that I didn't really wanted to find out. I was doubting wheter to do it or not, but my curiosity had taking over and I pushed the search button. 

"Adam Noah Levine is an American singer-songwriter, musician, entrepreneur, and occasional actor, best known as the lead vocalist of pop rock band Maroon 5"

OH MY GOD! I was in total shock. 

Now I finally knew why they wanted to keep it a secret, I mean this wasn't just a small secret this was a huge secret. 

Adam, my boyfriend, the man who I thought was someone who was a lawyer or something. But all of that wasn't true. He was a lead singer?! 

Why did they wanted to keep that a secret?!