Don't Know Nothing

Chapter 11 - Figure it out let's go

I pulled away from Adam. He looked suprised and worried to me.

'I.. I remember,' I stuttered. All of a sudden I could remember everything. My childhood, high school and most importantly Adam.

'Everything i-is back. M-my whole life,' I felt a tear rolling down my cheek. I could feel Adam his arms around my body. He kissed my forehead.

'That's wonderful babe,' he said to me softly. We laid down for some time, still looking at the stars.

After a long and peacefull silence Adam turned his face to me and asked if I could really remember everything.

'Well if you mean our relationship, then yes. But to be honest the accident is still a blur. I don't know why that part doesn't want to come back to me.' I said to him.

'You had a traumatic experience, Kaylynn. It is completely normal to not know the accident.' Adam told me. I just nodded and looked at his face. I remembered all the good stuff that had happened between us. Well and of course the bad stuff. Although the only bad thing I could remember was when he broke up with me. 

I lay down in my bed after we went back inside again. After remembering all the stuff I all of sudden felt exhausted. I didn't know how to calm down my mind because it seemed like all the memories wanted to be noticed. But no matter how hard I tried I couldn't remember anything that had happened at the day of the accident. I remember waking up that day in my bed at my parents house, I remember eating breakfast, watching TV and then I got a phone call. But that is the last thing that is still in my mind. The weird thing is that I can't even remember from who the phone call was. And since my phone got wrecked, I couldn't look up who had phoned me that day.

After two hours of thinking about everything I still couldn't get any sleep. My body was screaming for some rest but my mind just didn't want to let me sleep just yet. I remembered the time Adam and I first met. My previous boyfriend Collin had just dumped me and I was sitting alone in this bar. I thought that drinking enough alcohol would let me get over that douchebag. I was sitting alone at a table when a group of guys came in. At first I didn't really pay attention to them so I didn't really see who they were. But after hearing a couple of girls scream very hard I couldn't resist to take a look. 

At the bar I saw a man standing with long blond hair. I had seen him before on MTV but I didn't really bother to think about who he was. A couple of meters away from his there were four other guys, handing out signatures and telling everyone to leave them alone after that. They sat down at the table next to me. I tried looking out of the window and not looking at them. Although I could feel some eyes burning in my back. 

After ordering two more drinks I thought I would feel much better. But instead of feeling the urge to dance on the bar I felt the urge of crying my eyes out. All around me I saw these couples sitting together and friends who were laughing with each other. And I was still sitting there, all alone. 

'Hey, are you okay?' I didn't really realize that someone was talking to me. Until I realized that there were tears streaming down my face. I looked up and saw a tall man with dark hair looking concerned at me. I nodded in the hope that he would go away but he sat down at the chair across of me. 

'Don't you need to sit down with your friends?' I asked him pointing in the way of his guys. 

'Well, I hang out with them everyday. So I think they can do without me for a couple of minutes.' He said to me giving me a smile that would let the hearts of many girls skip a beat. 

'My name is Adam by the way, Adam Levine,' He said to me after an awkward silence. 

'Yeah, I already figured that out to be honest,' I said to him. Of course I knew Maroon 5. Well thanks to MTV but that wasn't really important information. 

'I'm Kaylynn. Just Kaylynn, there is nothing special to me.' I said which made him smile. 

'Well I'm sure there must be something special to you. I mean I don't know any none special girls who go to a bar on there own to sit down and cry.' 

'Well you have a point there,' I said to him giving him a small laugh. After that we talked for a bit. He ordered a couple of more drinks for him until his friends told him that they were leaving. I could see a bit of an angry look in his eyes. He turned back to me and gave me his phone number. 

'Please, call me or text me sometimes. I really had a fun night, not-special-Kaylynn,' He said to me. 

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I woke up the next morning, not remembering for a couple of seconds what had happened yesterday. When I started to remember it I sat up straight and looked at the time. Almost 11 AM. I quickly got up and put on a hoodie I had stolen from Adam. I walked out of my room and walked into the kitchen. Only to find Adam making a huge pile of pancakes.

'Goodmorning,' he said without leaving his eyes from the pan. I greeted him and sat down at the table. After Adam had finished making pancakes he turned around and  looked at me with a proud look on his face. He came over to me and kissed me on my forehead. Although I remembered everything about Adam, it still felt a bit wrong to love him. I wondered if that had anything to do with the accident. 

The rest of the day we did absolutely nothing. At 5 PM I still was in my pajamas and didn't feel like changing into something else. We had spent the day mostly watching movies on the sofa.

'Adam, how are things between us at the moment? I mean this still feels kind of weird to me. I don't know what you think..' I said to him after we were quiet for some time.

'Well, to be honest I don't really know either. I mean I am still in love with you. I have always loved you since the day we met in that bar. But it is up to you what you want. If you want more time, it is fine with me really. You can stay here if you want. I just want you to feel comfortable with everything. I don't want you to feel like you have to love me. I don't want to force you into anything.' Adam said to me looking me straight into my eyes. When he looked at me like that I could feel why I ever was in love with him. My heart skipped a beat when he looked me in the eyes. I moved closer to him and lay my head down on his shoulder.

'To be honest, I really want to love you again,' I said to him and I moved my face closer to his. After both hesitating for a couple of seconds Adam kissed me. 

The next morning I woke up, but this time I could immediately remember what happened last evening. Not because I tried harder than yesterday to remember. But because I woke up in Adam his arms. 

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Okay yes, I know a lot of people are mad at me for not uploading for such a long time. Or maybe people are glad I did upload after such a long time. But I really thought I had updated this story like three months ago (not that that isn't a long time ago but okay). And yes I can make up all of these excuses but to be honest I lost myself watching Netflix. So I'm sorry about that, hope you guys can forgive me!

Hope you've enjoyed this chapter, yes you can imagine for yourself what happenend between the last two sentences!

~Jolene