I'm sorry.. Feels up ahead.
Gajeel watched from afar, watching Y/N snuggle against Bixlow (Why not?) The guild was watching a movie, something suggested by Mira.
Gajeel was always friends with Y/N and they always go on missions together. It was just Him, Pantherlily and Y/N against the world.
But only recently, Y/N has been dating Bixlow and Gajeel realized that he has been in love with Y/N the whole time.
Gajeel knows what will happen if he tells her, She's only seen him like a brother, and even accidentally called him that sometimes.
It hurts every time he sees her now, she's untouchable, out of reach, forbidden.
It's like a sick movie that just hurts your feels over and over again.
Gajeel slipped out of the guild hall and into the winter snow, staring at the clouds above him.
It was snowing,
He walked back to his house, wondering if he told her, would things be different?
How different?
There's no use thinking about this Gajeel, it's too late.
He sighed and watched his breath drift through the air.
.•*•.
Gajeel handed another box of tissues to Y/N as she wiped her tears away.
"H-he said t-that he d-didn't feel I-it anymore," She sniffed, "T-that t-there's no s-spark."
Gajeel's fist tightened, almost crushing the hot chocolate he got for Y/N.
Y/N laid on his couch, staring at the ceiling, tears still rolling down her cheeks, tissues in a pile next to her.
"I-I'm sorry." She mumbled, burying my her head into the blanket he brought her.
"What are you saying sorry for idiot," Gajeel said, cleaning up her pile of dirty tissues.
"I-I must be so a-annoying t-to you."
"No, it's fine." Gajeel said, picking up her empty mug. "I don't mind, we're friends right?" His heart broke a little.
"You know," Y/N sat up and looked at Gajeel, "I don't know why you don't have a girlfriend yet, I mean, you're cleaning after my fat, blubbering self, I feel like you would be the perfect boyfriend."
"When I find the one, I'll tell you." Gajeel lied, his heart smashed.
"Promise?"
"Promise."
.•*•.
Gajeel watched as Y/N pecked Lyons cheek.
He watched every time Y/N got a new boyfriend, his heart already beyond repair.
He brought up the subject of them dating but Y/N always dismissed it as a joke.
Little did she know, he wasn't dismissing it as a joke.
Gajeel knew exactly what would happen, her boyfriend and her will break up some how and she would come crying back to him, and he would always be here for her.
Gajeel tried to move on, but every time, Y/N came haunting back to his mind that he was faithful to her only.
It's sad
And Gajeel knows that.
.•*•.
Gajeel watched as Y/N walked down with a bright smile and sparkling eyes in her white dress.
"How do I look?" She asked, smiling at him.
"Beautiful."
Like always.
