Tomorrow, still Today| (Kim Taehyung)

The Stars look very Different

-"Darker times will come and go, times you need to see her smile."

- AURORA

His arms are suddenly wrapped around my body and I stop.

Wait.

My tears stop, as soon as I feel his body against mine. He presses me softly against his firm chest.

He's hugging me?

I still sob a little, not knowing what to do.

I scold myself iternally, when all I want to do right now, is bury myself in his embrace.

His hand lies soothingly on my back and I subconsciously inhale his scent.

"T-Taehyung...", my voice shakes but he doesn't seem to hear me. I can't help but feel myself relax in his embrace, as another set of tears makes their way down my cheeks.

I want to. I really want to.

But it's not right.

Not with the things, I'm feeling right now. Not with the feeling in my stomach, in my chest, as my heart thumps heavily.

Not with my shaking breath and the fact, that I just told him a secret, that should be long hid.

Now, I'm not the only person. Taehyung knows now.

Why did I tell him? Why would I do that?

Trust?

... No. Let's be honest.

I'm always honest.

"T-Tae-", I mumble again, my voice shaking like mad and this time he lets me go. He quickly steps a step back, leaving me my space and looks to the floor before looking up to me again.

I need a few seconds to sort that look out.

Is he scared?

My lips part slowly as I return his gaze, curious and he simply steps a nother step back.

No.

My gaze softens at him. He's scared that I'm scared of him?

He thinks, I'm scared of him?

"Taehyung...", I mumble and he looks at the floor again, his arms resting on his side. No. He looks sad again.

His dark hair covers his sight so I can't see his eyes.

Please don't hide.

I hesitantly step forward.

But not because I'm scared. Because I hope, he's not scared of me.

He looks up at me again with those big brown eyes, that promise so many tears that haven't spilled out in a long time and meets my soft gaze. He's taken back, when I slowly lay my hand on his shoulder.

He simply stares into my eyes, when my hand finds it way to the back of his neck, moving him closer.

And then I simply close him into my arms again.

I take his arms and wrap them around me and close my eyes with a smile on my lips.

This is right.

How can this be wrong, when it feels so right?

"Taehyung", I whisper at his ear and he slightly flinches. But I know.

"Taehyung. Listen to me", my hands pat his back slowly and he seems to calm down. I feel his breath on my neck.