Tomorrow, still Today| (Kim Taehyung)

Innocent

Time is such a hungry beast.

It swallows all our memories.

It makes all smells and colors fade,

It takes the ones I love away

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I can't sleep anymore. I don't know how late it is but I know that I've woken up with her in my arms. And I somehow can't bring myself to get them off of her.

She's so warm.

I can't and I know I'm being selfish and wrong by doing that, dragging her into this but I need to. I don't know why exactly but I need her.

Maybe because she decided to listen to me first before judging.

Maybe because she always wipes my tears.

Maybe because she risks her job in order for... what?

Maybe because she said that she cares about me...

My heart beats a little faster and I try not to wake her up by it as I notice her hand lying on my chest. That makes my heart beat even faster.

And I scrunch up my face in pain as I know, that this is wrong.

I don't even trust myself.

I'm a liar.

But I can't not be moved by her. By everything she does, everything she tells me. I want to tell her too. More.

Maybe on another sunrise.

But I can't trust myself.

I want to trust her and I have this feeling that I already do, have fallen into this trap but I can't seem to trust myself enough.

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I wake up, feeling incredibly warm and comfortable. Although my face feels frozen. The room is ice cold. But I feel warm. And it's probably because of me being snuggled into Taehyung's chest and Taehyung's arms around me.

I feel myself blushing. This is highly unprofessional, I scold myself in my thoughts as I'm freezing up in my position.

But then I roll my eyes, remembering myself what happened yesterday, trying not to go into detail.

I open my eyes further and lift my head lightly to see Taehyung's eyes fluttering open. He meets my glance and I blush even more before moving back, coughing slightly.

He seats himself up and I try not to smile at his bed hair as I stand up, almost falling down because everything's turning.

I need a coffee.

I regain my balance and turn to Taehyung, who's still sitting on the bed.

"How are you feeling?", I ask him softly. But my voice is hoarse. I pat my hair down.

He nods before answering. "I'm fine."

"That's good. How are you? Are you cold?"

He shakes his head and gives me a little smile, which makes me blush and catches me badly off guard. I almost trip again.

"Are you hungry? Thirsty?"

He smiles again, still shaking his head and I huff out a little breath as I turn to put my shoes on.

"Okay then. I'll be back in the afternoon. Take care."

I've never been so fast out of a room in my life. Firstly because I can't control myself right now, secondly because I really need to look for Namjoon.