He Sings To Me

Love Is Not A Choice

"Oh Alex!" I moaned. Alex and I were against the door hitting our bodies off of it, pretending to be fucking. "You're so big!"

"Really?" He whispered. I nodded.

"You're soooo tight!" He yelled and I tried to stop myself from giggling.

"Ready to go out there?" I whispered and he nodded. "Oh my god I'm gonna come!" I moan as we walk into the bedroom laughing.

"Haha, very funny you two." Andy said.

Ashley walked up to Alex. "So did you-" I hit his arm. "Meow!" I laughed.

"Men get dressed! We're leaving in ten!" I said and went downstairs with Alex.

"I love you Alex." I said and kissed his cheek.

"I love you Jessica." He kissed my temple.

We both sat down on the couch, well Alex sat on the couch, I just sat on him.

"So what happened to Nate last night?" Alex asked me and I sighed.

"Andy aggravated Nate, so Nate punched him and I told Nate to leave." I said resting my head in the crook of his neck.

"How do you think he's gonna take it when he hears you were in bed with four naked guys?" I laughed.

"He'd have five cows!"

"Hey, can I ask you something?" He said in a serious tone.

"Yes, of course." I started to play with strands of his hair.

"Why are you dating Nathan?" I let go of his hair.

"Well because he's sweet and charming. You know it's harder than you think for me to find a guy who really likes me for me." He sighed and the guys walked downstairs. My phone went off, I answered it.

"Hey Jack!" I said cheerfully.

"When did you get caller ID?" He asked.

I laughed, "I didn't, I just guessed. What's up?"

"Well I had to go to bed last night without my man, and since he wasn't with me, he must be with you!" Jack said in a jealous girlfriend tone.

"Well you're right, he was in my bed and we were naked." I said trying to hold in the giggles.

"You home wrecker!" I couldn't contain my laughter anymore.

"Don't pee yourself now." Ashley said sitting across from us.

"Alex take the phone." I said, he sighed then took the device from my hands.

I got up and sat next to Ashley and Jinxx. "So how'd you boys sleep?" I asked.

"Very good, I was sleeping next to you." Ashley said turning on his charm.

"What bout you Jinxx?" I began to play with strands of his hair. I don't know why I like to do this, I just do.

"Very well malady." He spoke. He's always such a gentleman, it's so refreshing.

"I slept fine too." Andy interjected.

"I am free next Saturday Andy." I said and his eyes widened.

"Why the change of heart?" He asked with a smirk.

"You got punched in the face by my boyfriend, the least I can do is buy you a drink." I said and Alex hung up the phone.

"Well thanks Jess, Jack wants me home by eight." Alex said and I laughed.

"Too bad for him, he's gonna have to wait till nine." I said. Alex stuck his tongue out at me. "You guys ready to go?"

They all murmured yes and we got into my Jeep. I drove us to IHOP because well I love it there! I sat next to Alex and Andy with Jinxx and Ashley across from us. I got myself Strawberry Banana French Toast with coffee. The guys got things like bacon, hash browns, eggs, and whatnot.

"So, how did you and Andy meet?" Ashley asked me.

"When I was four my parents moved here. My parents wanted me to be normal so they sent me to public school. Been friends with Andy up until a few years ago." I said then continued eating.

"How did you and Jess meet?" Jinxx asked Alex.

"Well a few years ago at Warped, I saw this beauty, Andy, and next to him was Jess. So I went up to them and introduced myself. Jess and I hit it off and have been friends since." Alex said and kissed the side of my head.

"So why exactly are you two not dating?" Jinxx asked referring to Alex and me.

"Alex is too busy ruffling the sheets with Jack." I laughed.

"She's kidding, we've just never discussed it." Alex said and I looked at him confused.

"If you'll excuse me, I need to pee." I said getting up from my seat.

"Same." Andy said and walked to the bathroom with me. "Do you like him?" Andy asked referring to Alex.

"Maybe. Why, are you jealous?" I teased.

"Yes." He said and my smile dropped.

"You are?" I asked in shock.

"Jess, I love you." Oh my god. Did he really just say that?

"Andy I-" my words were cut off by Andy's lips. His soft, moist, warm lips making my insides melt. I backed away before his tongue could enter my mouth. "I..." I ran into the lady's room and emptied my bladder. Oh my god, he just kissed me! Andrew Biersack's lips touched my lips. I loved it, I love him. Oh what am I saying?! I have a boyfriend and he's just going to mess with my emotions all over again. Just breathe Jess, breathe. Did I just cheat on my boyfriend? Oh no! No this is Andy's fault, not mine, right? I took one more breath as I was washing my hands and then returned to the table.

"Hey, what took you so long?" Alex asked. Excuse. Find an excuse.

"I was fixing my makeup." I said as I sat down.

"You're wearing makeup?" He asked.

"It's called a natural look Alex." I said.

"Okay." He put his arm around me.

"So we all finished?"

They all nodded. I paid for everyone and drove us all back to my house. Alex was the first to leave because he had to get back to his apartment before Jack has a fit because he can't find toilet paper or something. Andy walked me to my door.

"You wanna give us a chance Jess?" Oh no!