He Sings To Me

The Worst Is Just Around The Bend

Weeks of being on this bus is killing me!!!

Andy is barely around but when he is, he's always angry. When I asked Jinxx about it, he said that Andy was just stressed. I spent most of my days cleaning up after the guys and hanging out with Ashley. Ash has given up trying to put his moves on me, demonstrated each time he brings a girl back to the bus, but it's nice to know that he's there for me.

Andy's been off with Juliet 'practicing'. And why do I put up with it? Because I have no proof that he's actually been cheating on me.

My phone has been going off nonstop with calls and texts from All Time Low, but for the most part I've been ignoring them because the moment I reveal my suspicions, havoc will be unleashed.

The only calls I've answered were FaceTimes, because texts are emotionless and it's nice to see their faces.

However, the tour is reaching an end. That means by next week I'll be in New York doing modelling for Vogue, and I'll be away from this boy drama.

"Hey Jess, wanna join me for a movie?" Ash asked and I nodded.

"What movie?" I asked as we sat down on the dark brown leather love-seat.

"Your choice. Marley and Me, The Dark Knight, or The LEGO Movie?"

"LEGO Movie, duh." He chuckled at my childish nature.

He put in the DVD, and grabbed a blanket for us as he sat down.

"This is your first night off this week, I'm surprised you're not out with some bimbo." I said nonchalantly.

"I'd rather be doing what your boyfriend hasn't been, spending time with you." He said with a toothy smile.

"I knew you'd go back to your old ways of flirting with me, I just didn't know when."

"I don't know if you've noticed, but the past two weeks you've been hardcore flirting with me Miss Myles."

"I have not! I was being friendly."

"Well if that's what being friendly is, let's be best friends."

"I admire your ambitions Mr Purdy."

"Listen, I know you might not want to talk about him, but I think we should."

"I haven't the faintest clue what you're talking about."

"Jess, he's cheating on you with Juliet. You need to end things with him."

"Yeah, and how do you know Ash?"

"Because the only reason a man wouldn't be spending all his time with a drop dead gorgeous girl like you, was if he was being satisfied by someone else. So why are you doing this to yourself?"

"Look, I've had my suspicions that he's cheating on me with Juliet, but I need real proof."

"Jess, you know what is happening, it's what happened five years ago. You two as a couple were inseparable, but as soon as Juliet walked into your lives, he chose her, he's choosing her. So I'll ask you again, why are you doing this to yourself?"

I didn't dare answer. What could I say? I don't have proof that he's cheating so I can't make that kind of accusation. But I know he is because he's spending all his time with her, guys don't usually run off on me.

"I think you're doing this because you still want to hold onto the Andy you once knew and loved because you're scared of moving on and making a terrible decision. I think that you're afraid of letting your walls down again because you're afraid of getting hurt. So you're doing this to yourself because you already know this pain and you know how to handle this pain. Am I wrong?" Ash asked.

"Can we just watch the movie?" I asked sweetly. He nodded and pressed play.

After the movie, things started to get interesting. All the guys except Ash, when out to party and things started to heat up.

"There's no way you can finish your cup before me." I stated.

"Are those fighting words?" Ash asked.

"Damn straight, I'm gonna drink you under the table Purdy!"

"You're on!"

Of course I beat him, I can beat most guys at chugging contests.

"I feel like I've just been hustled." Ash said as he wiped his mouth, then he handed me fifty bucks.

"Yeah, you completely were." I stated.

"So was I right earlier? Are you scared?"

"Yes, but only because I know where my feelings belong."

"I knew it! I knew you were in love with me!" He yelled.

"In your dreams Purdyboy!"

My phone went off, it was a FaceTime from All Time Low. I picked up.

"Hey guys!" I said with a big smile.

"Jess, are you wasted?" Alex chuckled.

"I'm sure she's not spent." Ashley stated, which made me chuckle so hard I snorted.

"I haven't heard one of those laughs since last years New Years party." Jack stated.

"We should have a party." I suggested.

"I don't see why not, I got a keg guy on speed dial." Ashley stated and I hugged him.

"You're the best!" I shouted. "And you guys can come over, bring as many people as possible."

"Will do." Alex stated and hung up.

Two hours later, the bus was blasting music and full of strangers. But of course, I kept near Ash and Alex.

"Hey, how come you never answer any of my texts? I wanted you to come up on stage to help me with "Remembering Sunday."" Alex asked.

"Isn't that Juliet's job?" I asked.

"It's not her job, she just sang it for the album, are you okay?"

"Of course, I'm a beautiful model and actress with a cheating boyfriend and a soon to be alcoholic."

"Okay, no more drinks for you." He took my cup from my hand and placed it on the counter.

"You wanna get out of here?" I asked.

"Sure, where?"

"I was thinking a hotel, it'll be like the old days when we used to camp out in a hotel and make blanket forts."

"Okay, sounds awesome."

Mistake number one was getting that plastered.
Mistake number two was me asking Alex to spend the night with me in a hotel room.
Mistake number three was what happened when we got into the room...

"Jess I think they made a mistake, isn't there supposed to be two beds?"

"Why would we need two beds?" I asked.

"I thought you didn't want there to be an us, I thought you said it would ruin our friendship."

I kicked off my shoes, "I don't want to be your friend," I took the tie out of my hair, "I lied, because as Ashley told me, I was scared."

"Scared of what?" He asked.

"Unzip me?" I asked and he shook his head. "What? This dress is extremely tight." He rolled his eyes then unzipped me. I pulled the dress off. "Scared to give myself to you."

He couldn't help but stared. "And why would you be afraid to do that?"

I grabbed his hands and placed them onto my breasts. "Because I'm in love with you."

"What about your boyfriend?" He asked.

"Screw him, I want you."

"Okay."

The rest of the night was a total blur to me. All I know is that I woke up naked next to my best friend and I couldn't be happier.