Love Complicates Everything (GxG) [EDITING]

♥ Chapter-38√

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Samantha.

Mabilis lumipas ang araw nung ma accidente ako at naging okay narin. Nag balik narin yun mga alala ko na nawala. Alam ko na rin ang dahilan kong bakit ako na accidente. Mag 1 taon narin pala nung mag hiwalay kami ni jho. Mukhang naman masaya na siya sa panibagong mundo niya. Nasanay naman narin ako na wala siya. Kahit papano naman. Hindi na ako palaging umiiyak. Pero, bigla bigla na lang ako na lulungkot pag nakakarinig ako ng mga kantang pang senti.

I can still remember yesterday
We were so in love in a special way
And knowing that your love
Made me feel... Oh... So right

Katulad na lang yan. Nakaloka naman itong kapitbahay namin. Mapang asar lang ba siya o baka broken hearted rin? Hahaha.

But now I feel lost
Don't know what to do
Each and everyday I think of you
Holdin' back the tears
I'm trying with all my might

Dakilang sinungaling ako. Kong sasabihin ko na hindi ko na siya mahal. Hanggang ngayon mahal na mahal ko parin siya. Hindi ko na nagawang buksan pa ito puso ko sa iba.

Because you've gone and left me
Standin' all alone
And I know I've got to face
Tomorrow on my own
But baby

Before I let you go
I want to say I love you...
I hope that you're listenin'
'Coz it's true, baby...
You'll be forever in my heart
And I know that no one else will doohh... yeah...
So before I let you go
I want to say I love you...

I wish that it could be
Just like before
I know I could've given you
So much more
Even though you know
I've given you all my love

I miss your smile, I miss your kiss
Each and everyday I reminisce
'Coz baby it's you
That I'm always dreamin' of

Mabuti narin nga na nag hiwalay tayo. Ayuko naman na ako ang makasakit sayo. Sana kahit sa huling sandali ng buhay ko ay makita kita, mayakap ka. Okay na ako. Handa na akong mawala sa mundong ito.

Because you've gone and left me
Standin' all alone
And I know I've got to face
Tomorrow on my own
But baby

Before I let you go
I want to say I love you...
I hope that you're listenin'
'Coz it's true, baby...
You'll be forever in my heart
And I know that no one else will doohh... yeah...
So before I let you go
I want to say

Cause letting love go is never easy
But I love you so
That's why I set you free
I know someday, somehow
I'll find a way
To leave it all behind me
Guess it wasn't meant to be my baby

Mananatili ka sa puso ko jho. Kahit na mawala man ako sa mundong ito, ikaw at ikaw parin ang minahal ko. Huling minahal ko.

Before I let you go
I want to say I love you
I hope that you're listenin'
'Coz it's true, baby
You'll be forever in my heart
And I know that no one else will do
So before I let you go
I want to say...
So before I let you go
I want to say...

I love you

Asan na ba yung notebook ko. Gusto ko mag gawa ng diary haha. Wala lang naisipan ko lang na gumawa ng diary haha.

Sumasakit na naman itong ulo ko. Urrgh! Nahihirapan na ako. Bakit ko ba nararanasan ang ganitong pag-hihirap. Hindi na lang agad ako mamatay, kesa sa ganito pang nag hihirap ako.