Let Me Love You

23

I sigh heavily as I enter the apartment, that interview was brutal. I'm going to jump off a damn cliff if I blew it.

I was so awkward and horrible, he's never going to hire me. The only way he'd hire me is if the other applicants died in freak accidents that would end up on a dateline episode.

If I don't get this job I'm screwed. What else could I apply for? I've tried everything.

I'm tired of living off of my best friend, I love her but I can't live with her forever. I'm 23 years old and I need to start putting my own life together.

To be honest I kind of just want to see Justin again, I haven't seen him in so long. I just want to cuddle with him and take my mind off of all this job stress.

I really hate to say it, like it pains my past self to even think it, but I think I'm falling for Justin

I pull out my phone to turn my notifications back on since I had them off during the interview. Justin and his friends kept trying to get me to hang out with them, maybe I'll join them now that I'm done with the interview

[Justin - 10:37am]
Babe how'd it go?

[Justin - 10:37am]
What's the job for?

[Ryan - 10:38am]
Did he take you over his desk?

[Za - 10:38am]
No, I did

[Justin - 10:39am]
The only desk she will be taken over is my desk by me

[Ryan - 10:40am]
Aye! Wwyd?

[Justin - 10:40am]
I'd take her over a desk any day

[Justin - 10:41am]
I'd pin her down so fast. Look at that slim ass body, I'd kiss every fuckin inch of her

[Za - 10:42am]
Not if I do it first

[Justin - 10:42am]
Not w my baby