Let Me Love You

29

"Come on baby! I want to cuddle with you" Justin whines from his bed

"I'm coming hoe, I was just taking my makeup off. Your bathroom is distracting" I say as I turn off the bathroom lights and hurry into his bed

"How so?" He asks and holds his arms open

"It's big, and pretty" I smile as I scoot into his embrace and rest my head on his shoulder

So far our subtle relationship has been going well. I'm staying at Justin's house tonight, only because I'm still drunk and tired.

He's been super sweet and super caring all night, it almost feels like we're in a real relationship. Except without the sex

Speaking of which I haven't had in so long. My last boyfriend hardly ever put out so that doesn't help at all. I'm not saying I want to have sex with Justin, but a girl has her needs, and I'm drunk so I can just blame it on the alcohol

Maybe he can do something for me, it'll have to be his idea though.

I use my index finger to trace the tattoos on his chest, he lifts my chin and gives me a quick kiss. I look up at him with subtle lust filled eyes

"What?" Justin scrunches his eyebrows at me

"Nothing" I shrug, "I just like looking at you" I smile

"Oh yeah?" He smiles back

I nod my head, "You're fun to look at"

He smiles and kisses me again, I catch his lips in another kiss before he pulls away. He obviously doesn't resist, he'll take any chance he can get with me.

I allow my hand to wonder across his abs as we kiss. Justin jumps ahead of himself and his hand plays with my panties since I'm not wearing pants

I hold onto his wrist to stop him, but not our kiss. Justin wiggles his wrist free and dips his fingers into my waistband

"Justin" I say and hold his wrist, "Stop it"

"Come on baby, just let me do something" he begs

"No" I pout and scoot away from him, "Why can't we just kiss?"

"Because I'm craving you and I want to do something" he mumbles and pulls me back

"No baby, I don't want to have sex" I push myself away

Justin smiles wickedly, I forgot that he is also drunk, he's not going to be able to control himself if I get him too excited.

"Please baby, just let me do something"

"Anything" he adds and mounts me, I freeze up and look at him in shock

"Justin" I gasp

"Shh" he hushes me and begins kissing my neck

"Just let me help you" he murmurs

"Justin I can't" I say breathlessly without putting up a fight, instead I comb my fingers through his hair and embrace his actions

"You don't have to do anything" he whispers in my ear, "Just relax"

"Justin" I sigh as his hands travel up the large tshirt that I'm wearing, he pulls it up in attempt to take it off, but I'm still subtly resisting

"Please baby" he pouts and kisses my stomach, "Let me eat you" he says directly, making my mind draw a blank as he slips my shirt off, kissing a line down my abdomen

I allow a faint moan to escape my lips as Justin kisses me through my panties, his fingers carefully begin to pull them down

He looks up at me with his dark eyes asking for permission, my lack of response is enough for him to pull my panties off the rest of the way. He tosses them on the floor and props my legs up at a bent angle, kissing my inner thighs. He slowly kisses me and a soft moan escapes me, he drags his tongue along my clit and sucks my nerves. He is so skilled with his tongue, I've never been with a guy who so willingly provided oral sex, but Justin is great at it.

I moan and tangle my fingers in Justin's hair to encourage him, he puts one of my legs over his shoulder and leans away. He inserts two fingers into me and I inhale deeply as he quickly curls his fingers.

He leans back down and continues to lick me in addition to his thrusting fingers. I tug his hair as I feel my stomach flip, my hips begin to unconsciously grind into him. He holds my hips with his free hand to keep me still, as he begins to pump his fingers faster and curl them harder as he sucks on the inner parts of my thighs.

"Let me hear you baby" he mumbles

I moan pitifully and comb through his hair

He adds a third finger and I wince, allowing my body to adjust to the width. I haven't had sex in a while and my body isn't used to being stretched again

He curls all three fingers and uses his other hand to feel my exposed breasts, as I feel my lower abdomen get stiff.

I tug on his hair as I reach my orgasm, my walls tightening around his fingers that continue to curl

Justin pulls his fingers out and brings them to his lips, where he proceeds to suck them clean. He hums in approval and leans down to lick me clean, and his tongue lingers around my entrance.

"Justin" I say breathlessly and comb my fingers through his hair again

"Sorry" he pulls away, licking his lips and kisses around my waist, making a trail up to my lips

"That was so fucking sexy, baby" he growls in my ear, "You're so beautiful" he gently kisses behind my ear and slips his tshirt back over my head, leaving my bra and panties off.

He puts his arm around me to keep me close. Justin continues to kiss me as I attempt to catch my breath, Justin's hands continue to explore my body.

"I love you" he murmurs, ending our kiss

Though I am still longing his lips, I resist. I rest my head on his chest and wrap my arms around him, closing my eyes

"Night baby" he kisses my head and turns off the lamp on his nightstand

"Night Jussy" I say softly and scoot closer to him