Let Me Love You

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I hand in my small apron and he accepts it into his hand, "Thank you Ms. Grande" he smiles

I give him a small smile back and nod before walking out of his office for the last time. I manage to keep my head high as I exit, but I am destroyed on the inside.

I just got fired from my only job, and I can't seem to get another. His excuse was that he had to cut some people and I never come in anymore. The only reason I don't come into work is because he hardly gives me hours or I'm with Justin, which has only happened three times so far.

I've been rejected from three job interviews and I'm running out of options. I don't know what else to do anymore, working at the club is fine but I don't enjoy working there, and I am desperate for a new job.

I shouldn't just blow off work to hang out with Justin. As much as I love being with him, I need to keep my life the highest priority.

Me:
Well, I just had a talk w my boss...

Jussy:
What did he say? Did he thank you for being so hard working

Me:
I wish

Jussy:
What happened?

Me:
What do you think

Jussy:
Do u need me to cuddle you :(

Me:
I do miss your cuddles :)

Me:
But it's ok

Me:
You need to do ur job

Jussy:
My job can wait. I don't have deadlines rn

Me:
I know but you need to work

Jussy:
Then come see me :)

Me:
No way. I'm not going to be a distraction for you again

Jussy:
We're almost finished

Me:
Still

Jussy:
Plz

Jussy:
I want to comfort my beautiful babygirl

Jussy:
Scooter won't care. He likes u

Me:
Oh does he now

Jussy:
Mhm. Come see meeee

Me:
Noooo

Jussy:
Plzzzzz

Me:
Neverrrr

Jussy:
I love yoouuu

Me:
Noooo

Jussy:
Baby...come to the studio or I will come get u

Jussy:
I will not let u sulk over some stupid job, with a stupid boss, that is too stupid to appreciate you

Jussy:
Make ur decision

Me:
Justin...

Jussy:
3

Me:
Stop

Jussy:
2

Me:
I'm not coming