Let Me Love You

20

I scroll through Instagram and I notice a bunch of Justin fan accounts following me. I don't mind them, they aren't leaving any hate so I just let them stalk me.

Justin and I haven't seen each other in a while, between our two different schedules it's hard to find the time, and it's bothering him beyond belief. He texts me all day and everyday.

I have to admit, he's really starting to grow on me. Even though we got in a pretty intense fight a couple weeks ago about the whole Instagram situation, he's really gotten his life back together.

He's super sweet and super dorky, and he's constantly reminding me about how we have to see each other again

I'm kind of missing him too, if I'm being honest. Since we've been texting he hasn't been nearly as awkward around me, I kind of enjoy talking to him him now

I get a notification that Justin has sent me a snapchat, it's probably my good morning text

Jussy:
Good morning pretty thing

Jussy:
I'm going to be at the studio all day today so we won't be able to hang

Jussy:
Sorry to ruin our plans :(

Me:
Which plans? Our nonexistent ones?

Me:
I think I'll live

"Ariana why are you always on your phone" Alexa groans as she plops down on the couch next to me

"Because I'm talking to people" I shrug

"Who are these people?" She asks and looks at my phone

"Who is Jussy?" Alexa panics for a brief moment when she has suspicions of his nickname

"Who do you think?"

"Justin?" She smiles largely

I laugh and nod my head

"You're still talking to him?" She asks

"Why wouldn't I be?" I ask

"Because you claim to hate his guts, and you haven't been talking about him in a while"

"You haven't seen him in what...three days? Four?"

"It's been eight days" I say and continue typing

Alexa lightly gasps at me

"What? Why the gasp?" I ask

"Are you falling in love with him?" She asks excitedly

"Whoa. Where'd you get that from?" I lean away from her in concern and a little embarrassment

"You know exactly how many days it's been since you last saw him! And you're texting him twenty-four seven" She awes and leans on me to watch our conversation

Jussy:
Don't be so heartbroken

Me:
It's so hard tho. I was so excited for our imaginary plans

Jussy:
Awe you were?

Me:
Yeah, and I don't have work today so we totally could've done something