PBE: The Sequel

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I woke up from my nap , and Odell was beside me snoring lightly. I climbed out of the bed slowly , I walked into the bathroom and sat down looking at my scars , I can't believe I did this. I haven't had a slip up in such a long time. I washed my face , and walked out into the hallway I looked down the hall towards Kevin's room , it was dark I guess he never came home. I walked down to the living room and Ayanna and Em were watching tv.

" Well hello sleeping beauty." Em looked back at me and smiled.

" I am so sorry I slept most of my day away. What did I miss ?"

Em said something to Ayanna and she climbed down off the couch and ran to me . I leaned down and hugged her tight.

" I'm going to pway with my dowws auntie"

I smiled and she ran into her first level play room. I walked over and sat down next to Emeli.

" Talk too me and tell me what's wrong."

" What do you mean EM ? Nothing's wrong I'm fine."

" Well your boyfriend seems to think otherwise so tell me."

" He told you what happened. He's so , I mean I love him but he really should worry less."

" No such thing , when he starts to worry less that's when you start to worry."

" I had a slip okay Emeli , I cut myself early this morning. I was worried about last night , it was a lot but I'm okay now. "

" He didn't tell me that ! He told me that you've been really moody lately and it's scaring him. He's afraid that he's going to lose you because of what happened. Buggie I don't think Odell slept with that girl either , she may have sucked his dick or something. But Odell isn't that guy. He wouldn't cheat on you and then come all the way here to fix it. So what is it ? What's going on Buggie."

My mood has been a little much lately , I'm crying more than ever , sometimes I'm completely shut off. I don't know what it is though because I am not sad. I am so happy.

" I don't know what it is EM I am sad sometimes randomly and I just feel the need to cry."

" Buggie are you pregnant ? "

I can't be can I ? Maybe I mean we have sex a lot but I never considered the chance that I could be pregnant.

" I don't know EM , does it sound like I am ?"

" Only one way to find out , I'll take you to my doctor right now and we will find out. "

She picked up her phone and called her doctors office. I went upstairs to the bedroom to get dressed. Pregnant ? What would this mean for my future. I am not sure we are ready for a child. But an abortion is not in the books for me.   I walked into the room and Odell was in the bathroom brushing his teeth.

" Hey Babe , I'm sorry I overslept . How you feeling ?"

" I'm good babe I feel much better after my nap. Emeli said she isn't feeling well though so I am going to go with her to the doctor to make sure everything checks out."

" Alright babe , one of my boys I grew up with is here in Cali too I'm going to go and link up with him later you wanna come with ?"

" Yeah sure babe that sounds like fun! Q is here if you get bored and so is Ayanna." I walked over to him and kissed him , I know I shouldn't have lied but I'm not ready yet.