(I'm sorry I haven't been updating I started to hate myself and then recently went on vacation but I'm back now and I'll try to update lots not like anyone reads this story or my other ones but whatever)
It's been a few days since I told wonho he won't let me leave him he doesn't understand that he deserves better then me
I'm sick but I feel so selfish for wanting him I don't want to lose him but like I'm going to die
"Hyungwon marry me" wonho said "w-what?" I asked completely confused "I know we are only 19 we will graduate high school soon and go off into college but marry me okay?" He asked
"Wonho I'm dying" I said "so marry me before you die" he said "...okay" I said in defeat
He pulled out two rings "what if I said no" I asked "you could never" he said and I agreed
We may be young but i don't care about it at all wonho is my future...before I die
I can tell that wonho is hurting but trying to keep it on the down low because he doesn't want me to see
That's wonho for you always trying to be strong for me even when I have cancer I'm glad it's me instead of him though
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My body is getting worse I'm weaker and getting weaker by the days I tried to make it not showBut there's days when I don't want to wake up anymore
"Hyungwon, this medication is what you need to take a lot" the doctor said getting me out of my thoughts
"This will help you with the symptoms you have but it will also cause symptoms as well the benefit of the medication is there is a chemical in there that is a possible cure of your leukemia and after 7-8 month you have to start chemo you will have to take the medication 6 times a day" the doctor said
Wonho squeezed my hand "can you make sure he takes his medication?" The doctor asked "yeah I'll make sure" wonho said and the doctor smiled
Wonho brought me home and we walked to the couch I sat down "hyungwon?" Wonho questioned "yeah?" I asked
"Don't give up" he said "what do you mean?" I asked "I feel like you're giving up and waiting to die like you just aren't fighting and dammit hyungwon I can't lose you" he said with tears coming down his face I kissed his forehead
"Babe I won't leave you I won't give up on living I'll fight okay? I'll fight just for you" I said and he kissed my lips
*wonhos pov*
Today they will make an announcement saying one of their students is sick and that the will not be attending school anymore
I was in first period when it happened kihyun was in the class too the announcements came on
"Attention everyone" I heard and began crying already "one of our best students will no longer be attending school hyungwon has leukemia and is to sick to come to school we want everyone to keep him in your minds and in your hearts while he fights through these tough times thank you" she said and ended it I looked to see kihyun crying me too
I got up and left slamming the door I ran as fast as I could but stopped when I had no breath kihyun caught up to me
"Is this true?" He asked "yes" I said and he hugged me
I brought him to hyungwons "Hyungie someone is here to see you" I said he sat up "hey kihyun" he smiled weakly
I went over and sat next to hyungwon taking him in my arms
Kihyun and hyungwon talked about everything "is this why you left the team?" He asked "yes" hyungwon said
Kihyun looked down "huh are you guys going to get married?" Kihyun asked "this is Korea who are you kidding" hyungwon said
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Today was the day...the day we all graduate from high school they are letting me walk with themI get to graduate I looked at wonho who was already looking back at me the way he looked was absolutely hot and I'm thankful that he's mine
It was his turn to go graduate he walked on stage and got his stuff shook their hands and walked to where the others were on stage
Okay whew my turn I started to walk to the guy ignoring the way I felt I was hurting and everyone could see it "take your time son" the guy said
I grabbed my things shook his hand and walked to wonho but I fell and I heard everyone gasp before everything went black I could hear wonho tell someone call 911 and I could see him run over to me
It's crazy how you can go from graduating high school to lying cold on the floor dying all in a matter of 2 seconds it's funny how life works out isn't it.....?