Let's talk about the fact that Yoo Kihyun is bias wrecking my nonexistent bias list
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September 5th 2017
The weather is getting cold so is my heart
It's cold inside of me it's like, it's like no one is home anymore...because honestly the day Hyungwon died is the same day I died
I'm hearing voices lots of voices telling me to die to just end my life how could I be so selfish though....
I told Kihyun and Changkyun to take her for a while because I can't take care of her (I know it has always been Kihyun and Minhyuk but I really don't ship them together so I changed it and I will most likely change it in previous chapters)
September 16th 2017
They come over everyday and try to help me but I can't be helped not with these racing thoughts I am sorry..
I don't see Hyungwon anymore...
*Hyungwon pov*
It pains me...it's pains me to just watch him throw away his life like this and I just want to punch him in the face for neglecting Kailin
He doesn't see me anymore because I stopped coming and started looking for my mom
Hoseok loves to talk to himself...I never once told him to kill himself only that first time I was so mad
It's weird here I mean here is still earth but I can see everything so clear
All the dead people or ghost I don't know I never believed in this stuff..I can see them following around their loved ones or someone who killed them I'm not sure but I hear them and see them because I am them
"Hyungwon?" Someone shouted I heard them but where were they? How do they know my name
"Hyungwon" someone said appearing in front of me "I know those eyes anywhere...." I said
"Mom..."