It's been at least a month since I got the news and for now it's been okay I don't look like I'm dying or anything
Today is the day that I tell my coach I'm quitting because I'm sick I'm so scared to tell him
Here goes nothing "coach can we talk in private" I asked "yeah why aren't you in your uniform?" He asked "that's what I wanted to talk about" I said
We went inside his office and he shut the door "okay what's up?" He asked "I can't be on the team anymore" I said
"Why not?" He asked I sighed "I have leukemia" I said wanting to get this over with "w-what?" He said "I'm sick and I'm too weak to play anymore but please don't tell anyone you and my dad only know" I said
"I'll keep it a secret I hope everything works out just remember you will always be our best player" he said "it was an honor playing for this team" I said
I was in my room laying in my bed thinking I tried to avoid wonho the best I can which I feel like shit for doing but it's best if me and him don't see each other I'm sick and I'm probably going to die anyways
Just then wonho rushed through my doorway and into my room "what's wrong I sense you're not okay and you quit the team hyungwon you love soccer better yet you love that team" he said
"We can't see each other anymore" I said "are you breaking up with me? After everything we've been through after all those years we have been friends why?" He yelled
I Couldn't speak "why?" He yelled again "because I'm dying" I yelled and he stopped "w-what?" He asked "I have leukemia I'm dying" I said and starting crying
He got on my bed "when did you find out?" He asked "a month ago...I didn't know how to tell you I'm sorry" I said crying even more
He grabbed me and hugged me "you aren't leaving me not now not ever" he said I lightly hit his chest "I can't ask you to be with a sick person" I said "you aren't asking I'm telling you" he said I cried "I hate you" I said "I know" he said and ran his head through my hair
*wonhos pov*
He's dying...the love....of my life is dying and there's nothing I can do but be strong for the both of us
If I know hyungwon it's that he's going to have good days and bad days probably a lot of bad days I just have to be there for him
He fell asleep so I went for a walk I ran as fast as I could I fell to my knees and screamed at the top of my lungs and cried as hard as I could
Some people stared at me but I didn't care
I went back to hyungwon and made sure I didn't leave behind any traces of tears I have to be strong for him now
God knows he won't
"Hey baby" I said he smiled "hi" he weakly said I walked over to him got into his bed and brought him to my arms "I love you" I said "I love you too wonho" he said and I kissed his head
