I woke up and smiled I am alive and I am with the love of my life
Speaking of which, where is he? I got up and walked to the kitchen there he was cooking breakfast I smiled to myself
"Good morning baby" he said I walked over to him and back hugged him he giggled and turned around
He picked me up and placed me on the counter "man I have missed your touch so much" he said
I leaned in and kissed him he smile "tastes like how I remembered" he said I hummed "let's eat" he said I got down and walked to the kitchen
"I put your cross dressing clothes in the extra room so if you uh want to wear it anytime then you can" he smiled
I smiled I remember how I used to dress up for him I love wearing clothes like that it makes me feel beautiful
"You would be okay with me wearing it?" I asked "are you kidding me? As long as you feel good then I am happy, you look amazing in them I just want you to feel good" he said
I smiled "I love you" I said he smiled "I love you!" He said
It was later and I went in the extra room and looked at all of my clothes I feel very off but that's okay
I tried on a few outfits and looked at myself in the mirror
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I turned around and he chuckled "you wanna go on a date?" He asked "yeah let me get changed" I said "no why?" He asked
"You really want to be seen with me like this?" I asked "I don't care what people think I just want you to be happy you look way too cute not to be taken on a date" he said and I smiled
I wore an outfit that was my favorite!
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Wonho took me hand in hand walking to a restaurant people looked at us funny which made me self conscious but Wonho made me feel better
We sat down and he just looked at me "what?" I chuckled "I am so in love with you Hyungwon" he said "Wonho How can I up stage that?" I asked
He chuckled "you aren't" he said and we are our food it was so nice here and I was so happy
"Here I bought you something" he said I looked at him and he gave me a box I opened it "Wonho it's beautiful!" I exclaimed
It was a beautiful necklace
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We went for a walk to the park I sat on the swing and he pushed me on the swing
He stopped me and started kissing my neck I moaned out "Wonho" I moaned out and he chuckled "come on baby let's go home" he said and pulled my hand
August 21st 2017
Kihyun wanted to hang out so I walked to his house I had regular clothes on for boys
Kihyun and Changkyun live next door to us I guess now but they still attend college I think they love each other
"Hey babes how you holding up?" He asked as we sat on the back deck
"I am sad" I said "why is that?" He asked "I just am so attached to my coma life I love Wonho but I just feel lost" I said "it's going to feel like for a while" he said "I don't know maybe I just need to leave for a while" I said he sighed
September 1st 2017
I can't do it anymore I don't know what's wrong but I just can't do it anymore
I took some money that I had saved up for a few years packed a bag and wrote a note
"Dear my love Wonho, I am so sorry but, things aren't okay with me I just.... I need to find myself I know this is selfish of me to ask this but can you please wait for me? I love you so much I just haven't been the same since the coma it won't take me long to recollect myself this is just something I need to do in order to be the best I can for you god I love you so much Wonho and I hate myself
Love Hyungwon....
I got on the train and left
I went all the way to the end and then got on a boat to Jeju I feel so bad
September 3rd 2017
Why did I leave Wonho why am I so stupid god I hate myself he's been texting me so much but, I ignored him I am so sorry my love
I wish I was dead I wish I died in that coma So I don't cause Wonho any pain I have an apartment barely anything in it I looked an old picture of Wonho and I and started crying
I heard a knock I went and opened it "mister why are you crying?" A little girl asked "because I am sad" I said
She sat on my steps so I sat next to her "why are you sad?" She asked "I had to leave my husband" I said "why?" She asked "because he shouldn't be with me" I said
"What's your name?" She asked "Hyungwon what's yours?" I asked "my name is Kai" she said "where are your parents?" I asked
"I don't have any" she said and ran back down the stairs she was a cute little girl I was actually really worried as to where she stays
A/n I have big plans now for this story so I will be updating a lot more!!
