(PLEASE DONT HATE ME I KNOW YOU GUYS ARE GOING TO BUT I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH ALSO SORRY IT TOOK ME SO LONG TO UPDATE)
I woke up I was in a hospital "huh?" I asked I looked over at wonho "wonho" I asked why does he look so young
He slowly woke up but became shocked "oh my god hyungwon?" He practically yelled "what's going on why do we look so young?" I asked
"What do you mean...you've been in a coma for almost a year" he said I gasped really loud "no" I said "yes...the doctors had to preform surgery on you your cancer went away but you ended up in a coma" I began to cry "we are still married right?" I asked
"Yes of course" he said I cried harder "baby what's wrong?" He asked "we had a life...we had two beautiful children we had a home of our own and animals we had it all..and it feels like...it was taken away from me and torn apart..." I said he got up and hugged me
"We can still have all that..I'll make all of your dreams come true...just please stay with me" he said "regardless of the make believe life I lived...I still love you no matter what and I don't plan on leaving anytime soon" I said
"You're just...gonna have to bare with me so I can get use to this life again" I said "anything..now let me go get the doctor" he said kissing me on the forehead and leaving
I wonder...if minjae and areum are out there somewhere...well they won't be born yet maybe minjae I don't know...
To think...that was all a dream what if I'm never happy that again the doctor came in with wonho "well I see that you have finally woken up do you feel any different loss of memory dizzy nauseated anything like that?" He asked
I shook my head "okay good if you feel any of that please let me know..now we will only keep you for a few more days just to keep a close eye on you to make sure it's safe for you to go home" he said and I nod
He leaves and wonho comes and lays with me he cuddles me but I could feel him crying "wonho dear why are you crying" I asked "I'm afraid" he said "why are you afraid" I asked
"Because what if you decide your coma life is better then this life and you leave me...I can't give you that amazing life you had" he said and I looked up at him
"Wonho it's not a lie that I did love every part of my coma reality why? Because I spent it with you and we raised two beautiful kids it's going to be hard at first for me to get back into reality but I will do it wonho you are the love of my life I couldn't ever leave you you're my best friend I want to die with you we are only 18 we have the rest of our lives to spend together" I said and he hugged me
"We will get through this" he said and kissed me now that kiss...it felt real "but I have a question?" He said I looked at him "did we have good sex?" Me asked "the best" I said
"When you first went into this coma after your surgery I started working because your dad got upset that I was here everyday being sad and said I should occupy myself so yeah I got a pretty good job and bought us an apartment" he said
"No way really?" I asked "yes and if I do say so myself it feels like a home" he said "anywhere is home when it's with you" I said
Three days since I have woken up I get to go home today but we haven't told anyone I've woken up like my dad kihyun and Changkyun
Wow I can't believe they aren't together this going to feel weird but I can do it
We got to the apartment and it was really nice the living room and kitchen were connected which I love it it was one bedroom one bathroom it was our own little place and I liked it
"How do you like it?" He asked "I love it" I said "I invited your dad kihyun and Changkyun over for dinner tonight do they can see you" he said "they don't know I'm awake right?" I asked and he nods
"What did I miss?" I asked "hm let's see your dad tried dating someone but I think he felt guilty so that didn't work out minhyuk got an apartment next to kihyuns and they both go to college but I mean you didn't really miss much" he said
"Changkyun and kihyun were together in my coma reality" I laughed "haha really?" He laughed "yes they were so cute it's great" I said
They got there so wonho made me stay in the bedroom but thankfully I could hear everything
"Wonho thanks so much for inviting everyone" kihyun said "not a problem I just wanted to show my thanks for all the support" he said
"I'm surprised you aren't at the hospital I haven't been able to visit for a week because of work" my dad said "yeah me and Changkyun have been so busy with college we feel bad so we were going to go visit this weekend" kihyun said
"There's no need to" wonho said "w-why?" My dad asked and I took that as a time to come out
Their faces were in total shock and kihyun was the first one to cry then my dad then minhyuk "h-how?" My dad asked "I woke up a few days ago" I said
Kihyun ran and hugged me "I can't believe this" he said and I gave a heart felt smile "why aren't you crying I figured you would be?" Kihyun asked
"The thing is...I won't cry because I saw you all a few days ago I've seen you every single day for what to me was 20 years...but really almost a year" I said
"Oh wow..." He said we continued our night by talking about what happened during my coma fantasy kihyun and minhyuk blushed when I talked about them being together I though it was so cute
Currently me and wonho were laying in bed "I've missed this" he said "wonho?" I asked "yeah?" He asked
"You really stayed...for a year you stayed by my side and loved me...?" I asked "yes of course" he said "why didn't you leave? You could have moved on" I said "well because I'm madly in love with you shin hyungwon and I would never have it any other way remember...we are married for better or worse in sickness and in health to death due us apart" he said and kissed me
I fell asleep in his arms this all feels so different but....it feels like home
