I was sitting watching tv feeling like crap and I heard a knock on my door
I opened it and there she was "want to watch some tv?" I asked she nods and comes in
She sat down on my couch "how old are you?" I asked "5" she said "I'm 19" I said "woah!" She said
She watched spongebob "you want something to eat?" I asked she nods I went in the kitchen and made us something to eat
She started eating like she hasn't eaten in days I feel bad
"Who do you live with?" I asked "my grandma but she's dying" she said I sighed
September 20th 2017
Kai has come to my house every single day to just hang out so I bought her some clothes and new shoes
I really started to care for her maybe I miss having a child that's probably it
"Can I meet your grandma?" I asked she smiles and nods she brings me over there
"Grandma this is Hyungwon" she said "oh nice to meet you finally" she said and Kai went off to play
"She looks up to you like a older figure you know" she said "it almost feels like she's my own" I said
"Kailin is a special girl she is extremely smart. Her parents left her when she was just born they both died in a drug overdose" she said
I frowned "and now I'm scared" she said "why?" I asked "because I am dying and she's not going to have anywhere to go...can you please take her" she asked
"Oh I don't know.." I said "just see what it's like...I have only a few months to live you can decide then...she has no where else to go you are the only person she has talked to besides me" she said
"I-I will think about it" I said and went home
October 4th 2017
I miss Wonho with all my heart....
Me: I fucked up Lover: SHIN FUCKING HYUNGWON I am so worried about you baby Me: I had to do it Lover: please come home... Me: I uh I can't right now Lover: but when? Me: I don't know Me: I love you Lover: I love you so much Hyungwon
October 23rd 2017
I took Kai out for ice cream she said she's never had any before it's crazy!
"Can I live with you?" She asked eating her ice cream "er.." I said "it's okay if I can't my parents didn't even want me so I will understand" she said
"I'll do it" I said she broke my heart to hear her say that
*Wonho pov*
Hyungwon has been gone for way too long I miss him way too much
He told me to wait for him and that's what I'm doing
Changkyun has been trying to comfort me and Kihyun has too
"He's gonna come back and when he does he's gonna be happy for you" Changkyun said I nod My heart feels broken
*Hyungwons pov*
November 12th 2017
Kai's grandma is getting worse and I hate that Kai has to see her like this
"How would you like it if we moved somewhere else in a few months?" I asked "to see your husband?" She asked "yeah" I said "okay!" She said
"Your husband sounds like a great person I want to meet him!" She said "When's your birthday?" I asked her
"March 12th" she said and I nod
November 20th 2017
Today is the day that she lost her grandma she doesn't cry she tries to be strong but I hug her "it's okay to cry" I said "I know" she said
November 23rd 2017
Do you want to leave in December?" I asked she nods I think she was the key to me being okay I love Wonho I really do and I would be miserable if I didn't have him I mean I don't right now but Im just saying
December 1st 2017
Kai and I have been packing her stuff and just some of my stuff that I brought with me
I hope Wonho can forgive me
December 12th 2017
When we got off the boat I told her we would have to ride a train and she got really scared so I bought her a bunny rabbit stuffed animal
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We got in the train she looked so adorable and after a while she fell asleep
December 13th 2017
We finally reached Seoul she tucked my jacket "what are you cold?" I asked it's winter out so I don't want her to catch a cold "no I was just wondering if you are okay" she asked
I smiled "I am fine done worry" I said "are you nervous he will be mad?" She asked and I laughed "who taught you to be so smart?" I asked "books" she said
I got to the door it was midday so I don't even know if he was home or not.....I knocked
After a few minutes he opened it he looked at me in total shocked he engulfed me into his arms and cried
"Shin Hyungwon don't ever do this to me again" he cried which made me cry "hunny I am so sorry I just didn't want to hurt you because I am sad" I said "I could never" he said
"Do you hate me now?" I asked "what no you are the love of my life how could I ever?" He asked
He pulled away and looked at the little girl below "who is this?" He asked in adore "this is Kai aka Kailin I was hoping you wouldn't mind if we took care of her" I said
"Well if you love her then of course" he said and pulled both of us in the house with our stuff
"We will have to go out and buy you a bed and stuff" he said to her she his behind my leg
"Kai this is Wonho my husband" I said "h-hi" she said "hi there" he said bending down to shake her had
We unpacked and then went out to buy new stuff for her
