I was at the mall and I found the perfect thing for wonho a nice new watch a pair of converse because I only allow those shoes in my house
Some new cologne and a shirt that says number 1 dad because I'm also that lame "oh sir are you shopping for yourself today?" He asked "no I'm shopping for my husband I forgot today was our wedding anniversary" I chuckled
"How'd you get married we live in Korea" he said "I had cancer and I used it as my last dying wish" I said "that sounds like true love" he said I nod "it is" I said and smiled
I went home and wrapped all of his presents up for him I don't really do much during the day because I don't work but that's understandable
Wonho was calling me "hello honey" I said it was lunch break and he always calls me on his lunch break "hello babe" he said
"How's your day going baby?" I asked "it's going good because I got dessert this morning" he chuckled "yeah well" I said "I wish it was 5 baby boy" he said "keep wishing" I said
"By the way my lunch is yummy today what did you make it with?" He asked "love" I said "fuck you" he said "you already did" I said "yah I said that to you in the hospital once after we did it you copy cat" he said I started laughing "yeah but you love me anyway" I said "yeah that's true" he said
All of the sudden I felt really dizzy "honey I think I need help" I said and fell to the ground after that it went completely black
"Huh where am I?" I asked "baby you're awake thank god" he said as a doctor came in "how are you feeling hyungwon?" He asked "a little better now just weak" I said
"We did some tests but we don't know what exactly is wrong with you we will get the tests back in 1-2 weeks but keep in mind that your leukemia could be back" he said and walked out
I looked at hyungwon and held his hand for dear life "what if it's back wonnie" I said "then we will fight it just like last time" he said with a tear rolling down his face
We got to go home a few hours later after I was at the hospital it was 6 pm now and I just wanted to stay home "honey I got you some presents please open them" he said and I went to get mine for him and handed them to him
I got a new ruby neckless a new dress and a new ring they were beautiful "thank you I love you so much" I said and he opened his "I love you" he said
"Can we please just cuddle tonight" he asked and I nod we cuddled on the couch his head was rested on my chest listening to my heart beat I heard sobs
"Are you crying?" I asked he nods "yes" he said "why?" I asked "because I don't want you to be sick again I don't want to almost lose you again please don't leave me" he said "I couldn't imagine leaving you" I said
"Can I tell you something?" I asked "yes" he said "that night you know where I almost died I had a dream.." I said "what was it about" he asked
"It was about me dying from cancer that night you cried for days and years never getting over the death of me and seeing that broke my heart I couldn't see the love of my life ever go through that so I fought..I fought like crazy and now I'm here with two beautiful children whom I love and the most wonderful husband someone can ask for" I said he looked up at me
"How come you never told me" he asked grabbing my hand to hold it "I wanted to wait until the right moment and I guess now is the time" I said he smiled and kissed my chest
"Don't tell the kids" I said "I won't we will keep this a secret until we know for sure" he said
