Bad Boy's Angel; Shawn Mendes

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Shawn

The thing that happened at lunch today stubbed my thoughts. Was she really anorexic? I was yanked from my thought when cassidy launched her body onto my own.
"Oh cmon get off" i say disgusted
"oh sugar what's wrong you've been .. off, this isn't the Shawn i know" Cassidy said batting her fake eyelashes. I simply role my eyes.
"Why don't you give us all of favor and shut that loud fucking mouth eh" i say batting my eyelashes mocking her actions. Cassidy gasps and marches away.
"dude what are you doing, cassidy is the only girl in this school who's willing to get on her knees for you" Ian whispers only for me to hear.
"Man im tired of being this asswhole everyone thinks i am, i want to sing and write my own songs" I whisper
"Slight reminder, that shawn who sang and wrote songs with his little guitar got bullied as a freshman." Ian says. It was true i was bullied as a freshman, then i changed, got buff and got my first tattoo leading to many more after that. "Well shit is the Shawn Mendes whipped on a girl" Ian says raising his eyebrow. i roll my eyes and walk off not paying attention of what's in front of me until i crash into what seems like a small body sending the person to the floor.
"Oh Jenn" I hear a loud voice scream. Fuck. I quickly pick up my books along with her, but then i spot a familiar book, her song book. While no one was looking i slip her song book with my own books.
"Here, watching we're your going next time won't you?" I say jokingly. she gets up and grabs her books and nods as she walks toward her next class. Good we don't have class together so i can look at her songs.

....

I rush into class and quickly opened the look flipping the pages... one song caught my eye. It was called "When You Love Someone"

Come home early after class
Don't be hanging round the back of the schoolyard
I've been called up by a teacher
She says she can't even reach you cause you're so far
You've been talking with your fist
We didn't raise you up like this, now did we
There have been changes in this house
Things that you don't know about in this family

It don't make sense, but nevertheless
You gotta believe us, it's all for the best
It don't make sense
The way things go
Son you should know

Sometimes moms and dads fall out of love
Sometimes two homes are better than one
Some things you can't tell your sister cause she's still too young
Yeah you'll understand
When you love someone

There ain't no one here to blame
Nothing's going to change with your old friends
Your room will stay the same
Cause you'll only be away on the weekends

It don't make sense but nevertheless
You gotta believe us, it's all for the best
It don't make sense
It don't add up
We'll always love you no matter what

The song, you could tell it's was real and from the heart. I wonder if that's the reason she moved... God these lyrics, they remind me of when i used to write....

OHHH SHAWNS SECRET FROM FRESHMAN YEARRR! lol i hope yall liked it!
- J