I've been an absolute mess, worrying about the one thing that kept stuck in my mind. her. My thoughts wonder if she was okay.
Sage had told me she finally had went to school yesterday, but not looking like herself.
Looking at my clock that read 8:46 I quickly hope out of bed and grab my maroon hoodie and trot out the door.
Showing up to school after 4 weeks of my MIA act, people starred and questioned their thoughts.. some being why is he here? or where did he go? Smirking at myself i look around at the school I've once owned... and now i'm back to ruin it all again.
Jenn
"Let's go Jenn we're going to be late!" Ian screamed towards me making me flinch as he throw an outfit at me.
Looking down, i take a glance at the outfit i'd never wear myself... but Ian had created a new Image for me.
The short black shirt barely covered my small tights making me look leaner and the tight black cropped top showed half of my stomach making it seem less bony. A distressed jean jacket covered my bruises along my hands and shoulders, paired with the black sunglasses to hide my bloodshot eyes easily made from the tears that spilt from my them. Lastly my now Blond ombré hair curled.
Walking out of the room i felt his eyes on me, making me feel insecure. His look burned into my skin, he was nothing like shawn. Nobody would be like Shawn.
....
As we approached the school the attention was not on us but they buff boy a head that had been u recognized. My eyes went wind and my jaw clenched at the sight of the brown eyed boy i was in love with stood in front of me acting as if he was the shit. Witch i couldn't agree less of his actions with Shawn back, Ian no longer held the school in his hands.
As I was pulled towards the front of the school Shawn has notice me, our eyes perfectly making contact, i read something in his eyes when he looked at the new me, almost sadness and regret. Pulling us from our state Ian had roughly grabbed my waist tugging at the hem of the skirt making me wince.
Bitting my lip i try to look back at the boy who once loved me but he was sadly gone, along with his blond haired and blue eyes mates, Niall and Louie.
Louie (Shit bet you didn't see that coming)
As we walk towards the school Shawn had come to a dead stop as he glared at something. Following his gaze, i realized he had been staring at what our school calls "the new and improved Jenn Hastings." Cringing at the statement, i watch as Ian handled her as if she was a thing or a barbie doll whom he could fuck.
"cmon mate let's get to class" I pat his back as he tuned towards me with glossy eyes
"She doesn't deserve that" he stated as he stared down the lifeless hallway
"mate we know, but you have to understand tha-" Niall tried to get out before Shawn intruded
"She did it for me i know, but if i was strong enough for her she wouldn't almost dying in his arms" He says gripping his books.
"Mate, how about this, let's go to Julie's party get your mind of His mind games" I say getting his attention.
"You know she's gonna be there" He spats making me smirk
"Exactly Mr. Mendes, we; tonight are going to get your girl back" I laugh making him and Niall smirk.
this is going to be one hell of a night !
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JENNS OUTFIT
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JENN WHEN SHE SEES SHAWN
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SHAWN WHEN HE SEES JENN
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