Bad Boy's Angel; Shawn Mendes

5.2

Shawn

Stress revolves around me as the room felt like it was getting smaller, it's hard protecting someone you love when you can't  tell them why your protecting them. I knew she had to go back home for school, i knew she wanted to go to collage, i knew i had messed up her future. Even though i didn't want to do what's need to be done, i have to.

"Hey baby, what's the plans for lunch today" Jenn laughed as she put her hand soft hand on my back. I turn and look sympathetic at her as her soft smile turns into a confused look.

"Sit, we need to talk." i said sternly as she sits across from me, "i need you to pack yourself up, im done with us." i spat only lies out of my mouth. Only if she knew how much this kills me.

"w-what shawn i don't understa-" She started as she cries shuddering her words but i cut her off.

"No, i don't want you here anymore." i said getting up from the table and walking away. "Tom will be outside waiting for you, get this done fast, i-i wnay you gone by noon" i said with my back turned knowing if i saw her crying i'd break.

"Your such a liar ! you promised, you promised you'd love me no matter what !" She screamed, " i can't believe you, you shawn, you so fucking cold hearted!" she yelled crying and she stomped up stairs.

This broke me. Up to the extent where i don't know what i'm going to do with out her.

Jenn

Tears stream quickly down my face as i wrote the 6 notes to the people who kept me safe throughout all my troubles. My heart broke as i wrote Shawn's. Maybe he's doing it for a reason, maybe nothing is what it seems. Or maybe he just doesn't love me anymore.

Soon after i threw my close into my  dilapidated suit case as i come across one of my favorite sweatshirts of Shawn's. Breathing deep i stuff it into my bag. Only to zip it up and walking down stairs.

it was 10:30, no one was home, Shane had left probably to go drink.

Slipping all the notes under each door i walk down the hall and look at the house i lived in. I'm going to miss this place. And most of all the people in it.

"Jenn let's go you have to go miss." Tom said taking my bag, nodding i go. Leaving everything behind with a broken, shattered heart.