Bad Boy's Angel; Shawn Mendes

6.1

Shawn

I sat and watched as her skin grew paler, only to think to myslef; is this my fault? No, it can't, she was struck by a drunk driver.

I hold her hand close to my heart and a tear slowly drips onto her cold palm. Then suddenly i hear a loud breath of air.

looking up from my tears watch as her eyes struggle to flutter open, "cmon baby shawn's here and i promise never to leave you again" i whisper as tears rush down my face.

i watch as her eyes fight to flutter open, i pray for her to have the strength. "cmon baby you can do it" i begged the almost lifeless body as i hold her hand tight and press my forehead against my arm allowing the tears to run down my face.

"Where am i?" a tired weak voice asked. fuck. My body jolks up at the sound of her voice making me scream almost bloody murder.

"JENS AWKAE" i scream making everyone run into the small cramped hospital room.

"Jennifer your finally alwake, now please relax and tell me if your feeling any discomfort right now" the doctor says and he writes on a clipboard.

"Doctor i don't know these people" she says as if she was in a horror film. "Where is my mother, my father ?! why are they not here, please doctor i juts moved here a couple months ago please contact my family!" she screams and tears rush down her face.

no god no please. that's all i thought to myself, she forgot everything. Our love, her friendships. Everything. Only remembering that abusive mother of hers... probably not even remembering the night i saved her from that.

Tears rush down my face as rush out of her hospital room, Shannon and Louie follow soon behind.

"Shawn relax" Shannon said sternly.
"Lou this is my fault if i never sent her here she wouldn't be like this" i cried, "this is all my fault how can i be so stupid"

"No shawn don't think this is your fault, if she would have stayed with us she would have been six feet under by now, What you did was right.. it's not your fault a drunk driver struck her car" he says trying to comfort me. "although she may not remember you, that girl is terrified right now... and she needs you more than ever right now, remember you or no. Don't forget that she fell in love with you once, for reasons no one can explain. But she can do it again" he says pulling me in to a gental hug,

"She needs you more than she needs anyone else right now shawn, please relax for her" Shannon says as tears brim my eyes
making me only nod my head.

When we approached back to the room Jenn was alone.

"Go, go find love again with her okay, we'll be right out in the lobby if you need anything" Lou said patting my back, "good luck mate".

i walk in to her to what it seems like fake sleeping and i smile, "you may not know me but i know you very well to say your still horrible at fake sleeping" i laugh as i sit next to her bed making her eyes flutter open.

She looks as me sorrowful, "i'm sorry i can't remember you, but in some sort i know that you do belong in my life because i just feel it" she says making me smile.

here's to a start at new love.