Bad Boy's Angel; Shawn Mendes

5.3

Jenn

I watch as cars pass by me as we enter my home down, i haven't said anything this whole ride, just sobbed uncontrollably.

"I'm sorry this had to happen to you miss" Tom
said turing around with a sympathetic look.

"I can't say i expected it, but i'm truly heart broken tom." i said as i sniffle and we pull up to a unknown house.

"Mr. Mendes had bought this for you miss, and that car" Tom said as he hops out of the car and grabs my bags and i stare at the beautiful house and the black Jeep Wrangler.  He didn't buy that car for me, it was his own.

"Thank you tom, i can take it from here." i say as i take my bags and the keys for the house. Walking in i felt the cold air hit my hot sun burned skin cooling it to the touch. I looked as i saw brown soft coaches and a huge kitchen. And with a quick glance i saw note next to the Jeeps keys.

"don't think this is forever, i'll be back for you"
                 -S.

I smile at the small note. But what am i going to do without home, i ask myself as i turn to look at the house. i'm all alone.

Shawn

As i lay on her side of my bed i smell her cheap perfume, all i wanted to do was hold her. I can imagine how confused she must be. Getting up i saw a small white envelope peaking from the corner under my dresser. Picking it up i saw Jenn's scripted writing, quickly i open it confused.

Dear my loving handsome hero, ... it read

Everyday i thank God for bringing u to me. u truly are an amazing man... before u i was getting extremely discouraged and thought God's plan for me was to be a idk.... haha It's amazing to me how immediate I knew u were to be my husband... together we have a really amazing family and things become a bit crazy but u remind me how blessed we truly are.
I Love you for many reasons, I Love u for bringing me out of a life of addiction, opening my eyes, showing me my self-worth. I Love u for being my strength when I am weak, I Love you for being my rock, taking my hand bringing me to the top. adding love in our lives and into our souls, I Love u for making us as one together in Love! The day we met... remember that?  I seriously though you hated me. But i saw something in you ... something i've never seen in any guy. Behind all those tattoos and big muscles.. i saw a caring and loving guy. And baby I love you for the caring person that u are. u do everything that you can for everybody, even if you don't have the time or energy to do it. u are my best friend, and my amazing boyfriend. baby i know something's going on taht you can't tell me. just please i swear to god stay safe, i will be too. Don't die on me. i need you.  Life seems to be crazy right now, but we are still going strong, despite our troubles. I cant believe how fast time as gone. God knew when he created us that we would one day find each other, and when we did, the angels whispered "perfect." Thank you for every day, making me feel beautiful, supporting me when I am feeling low, working so hard to provide for us and being so grateful for all the things I do for u. One day, god will bring us back together again baby. Please keep in contact love,
My heart is forever urs, ur queen, lover, friend, & fellow traveler of this life into eternity. i love you so much. Stay safe.

with love,
    Jennifer Hastings

a tear streamed down my face... i needed all of this to end, i needed to end it now. I need my princess back with me NOW.

HEY GUYSS!!! this one made me cry as i wrote 😂😂