I knew something wasn't right as we drove home from picking up brady, i felt it in my gut.
"mate don't worry she's fine, probably asleep like always" Louis said making me glance up from my phone.
"i hope so" i laughed as i looked towards the flat plains.
****
arriving towards the house i noticed her car gone. i quickly open the door shouting out for her.
"Jenn! where the hell are you this isn't a game any more !" i screamed as i walked rapidly around the house in search before something caught my eye.
A note, scripted in her hand writing, ripped at the edge a bit from her picking nervously at it.
Picking it out I soon start to read the scripted writing.
Shawn; my love
i was never great with words so don't laugh at me ! But I soon probably would regret all of this but i knew this was right, getting out of you life is the best thing i could possibly do for you and your family. Forget about me; i know it isn't the easiest thing you could do but your strong. By the time your reading this.. i will probably be somewhere... i have no idea where i would be honestly. My love, it took me many try's to write this, and the hours grew shorter and my eyes became heaver i really never knew what to say. To think "I love you" would be the right words to say... but possibly not. Knowing you, you'd ask why would you live if you loved me. Well, i'm leaving because he's planning to kill you, i rather your safety with out me then with me and your life in danger. and please do not try to look or search for me. Knowing us our fate will bring us back, i love you so much shawn you don't even understand.
with great love - Jennifer xo
I struggled to swallow my spit as i choked on my tears, she was truly gone. All to keep me safe.
"Shawn what's wrong !?" louis shouted as i handed him the note before collapsing in tears.
i understood why she did it.
Jenn
9 Hours, it's been 9 hours since i've been driving nonstop trying to get my mind off the love of my life and try not to turn around.
i picked at the remaining nail polish as i pull into a hair studio that was currently open.
Pulling out my card i walk in with wide eyes and three woman looked towards my frail body.
"Can you give me a whole new look?" i question as i played with my brown ombré hair.
"Oh my gosh girl you got beautiful hair, here i got you sweetie, sky cmon" a woman with the name Bonita laughed as i sat down in her leather chair.
"so you want change?" she askes as i look at her though the mirror.
Breathing deep i answer with a swift "yes" as i smile towards her.
****
"All done sweetheart i hope you love it" Bonita says as she curls her last piece of hair.
I spin myself towards the mirror as i gasp, my long brown ombré hair now shoulder length all dark brown and a small touch of blond with curls.
" i love it thank you so much" i say trying to hand her my card but she shakes her head pushing my hand towards my chest.
" it's on us baby, now go have fun in this crazy world" she laughed as she walked me towards the door. I smile towards her with one last wave and a thank you.
i hop in my car as a get startled by a beep on my phone.
180 text messages - shawn - Louie - Shanon - sage
i sigh as i ignore all and shut down my phone.
hello new life.
HER NEW HAIR !!
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