I knew if i lived in grief towards Wes he'd be pissed at me, i could just hear him now, 'get your life together and go to the boy you love!'.
I laughed at the little imagination, but it was right, no my life isn't as straight as i imagined it to be, just a little bent.
And nothing came between the love i had for shawn, hell if he broke my heart into finely pieces and there was no one there to pick them up for me, i'd probably still love him.
Breaking me from my crowed though my eyes connect with Shawns brown ones as he stood smirking at me in the door way, walking in as he takes his coat off .
"What are you thinking about?" he says softly as he sits on the bed and pulls me into his lap.
"just how i should put my life back in order" i laugh as i tug is hair teasingly.
laughing he kisses my noes, " and how's that working out for you hasting?"
Biting my lip i take my time to think, how is it working out?
Smiling at the boy in front of me suddenly everything felt back in order but still a bit bent.
"It's perfect" i say before leaning in for a passionate kiss.
Soon i felt the hands my body's was aching for, i grip his muscled shoulders as my skin tingled in his touch.
everything was perfect.
Shawn
I felt as if i were whole again, although i always come out with bruises and bloody scares, we always find our way back to each other.
Pulling away from our kiss i felt as if there was no problems in the world, just me and her. atlest that what i though.
Suddenly the door slams opens and a hicked louie was in, not looking very happy.
"We got worse things coming for us Mendes, Negans crew is mad." He says in all seriousness.
I shake my head in disbelief, "how the fuck are they mad? because We killed the guys before they ever got a chance to?" I shouted, feeling Jenn fidget in my arms.
"No stupid we killed there fucking duggie!" Louie shouted at me
"how long to we got?" i questioned looking louie sternly in the eye as i jump up from the bed.
"don't know, they have other business to attend to and i'm guessing after that there coming here" he said as Shannon walked in.
"I say we got a couple months" She says as she puts her arms around Louie's waist.
"Good gives us time to relocate, have you talked to Niall?" i asked about the irish men as if he was my own brother.
"Yeah he's with sage, if we're planning to relocate then we have to plan soon got it kid!" Louie Says as he pats my shoulder.
"don't i always" i laugh making the whole room erupt in laugher .
"god mendes your one chap!" louie laughed before pointing at Jenn and I. "Use condoms, don't need a little greaser running around her right now" he laughed.
"No promises, i mean look at her" i laughed as Louie rolled his eyes and left.
"Now where were we" i smile jumping on the bed towards Jenn and resuming our session.
HEY YALL I HOPE YOU ENJOYED SORRY THIS IS A SHOR CHAP!! AND NO THIS IS NOT THE END !!!
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shawn walking into his and Jenns room after a long morning
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