It's been three months, since he made me leave. Since everything went crashing down. Today was just another day of school. Of course another dreadful day of people making fun of me and not knowing anyone not having the one i wanted by my side there. But there was Justine, she lived across the street from me, She was my only friend.
I would be lying if i said i didn't miss him. god i miss him like hell. It's like my heart is being ripped out of my chest, each pull slow and painful. I went back into old habits, i've stopped eating, cutting. Im started to think that he's never going to come back.
No letters, and no calls. it kills me. He could be dead for all i know...
My thoughts snapped from me when i realized what time it was, I threw all my books into my bag and ran upstairs to get dressed before my phone dinged.
Justine hey girl, i'll drive us to school today !! my tires will be so much better then yours on the icy roads! xx
i replied with 'sure:)' knowing she was right, throwing my phone down i run upstairs to get ready ! throwing on a big gray nitted sweater blue skinny's and leaving my hair all natural i above my laptop in my bag and run over to Justine's house.
The cold air hit my pale skin replacing its smoothed texture to bumpy.
"Ready girl!" Justine says happily as she jumps in the car, i do the same before looking at the icy roads.
"The roads look so unsafe today ... don't you think ?" i asked as she started her car.
"Well apparently not according to the school advisor" she laughed while pulling out.
The everything went black. Our smiles turned into cries of help, my gray sweater now red with blood freezing me up. I hear minor things as my vision swept away from me.
"Don't close your eyes sweet heart there on there way stay with me" Cried a woman
"Jenn im so sorry" justine cried
i couldn't feel my body, my legs, i screamed in pain as the realization hit me.
I'm going to die today.
Jenna outfit
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