Bad Boy's Angel; Shawn Mendes

5.6

Jenn

I listen as the sound of my own heart beat slows down and becomes louder then the screams and pleads for me
to stay with them.

i knew this would be the end. the end of everything i've worked hard for. Everything i loved. My body felt so numb. As my eyes start to fully shut memories of my life flashed through my head.

Some of Wesely and I, some of Shannon and louie, and most of Shawn and I.

I never got to say goodbye.

"Cmon sweetheart we'll be at the hospital soon stay with me baby girl cmon" the nurse said into my ear and she caressed my hair.

I felt the Van stop, and the nurses start to roll me out. I was braced head to toe. Everything hurt as i moved. Slowly i try and open my eyes with the strength i had. the sun shines bright into my pearly eyes and i'm rushed into a hospital surgery room.

I felt as this was the end.

Shawn

My focus on the road was something no one could break. the speed of the car sped as i thought about her dying.

finally i got to the hospitality center, "Where is she. Jenn Hastings Where is she." i yelled and tears ran down my sweaty face.

"son, please stop yelling. Mrs. Hastings is just finishing surgery. But She did fall into a coma." the nurse had said, "she's in room 391" she said quietly with a sorrow look on her face.

I walk slowly and with heavy feet as i walked down the silent hall way. My shoes only making noise as the rubber hit.

391 Jennifer Hastings
Coma
Broken Neck, leg and shoulder bone
Doctor J. Landkin

it read on her door, i jsut need to see her.

storming in i'm in complete utter shock, her beautiful face covered in scratched, her small shoulder, leg and neck all wrapped up. it killed me to see her as she was.

She laid there with not express on her face. no pain. just a plane frown.

"man is she ok-" louie started but stoped as he look between my glossy eyes and jenns painless face. " Shit man, i don't kno-"

"no lou, if i hadn't gotten her into this me-" i started before louie cut me off.

"you know what shawn you have to stop blaming yourself for the things that hurt her! She got in an accident you can't protect her from that bud! god has a plan for her buddy. and i know this may hurt to say but maybe he needs her more than we do." he said as tears spilled from his eyes. " but shawn" he started as he placed a warm kind hand on my shoulder, " i'm sure god knows that you need her more than any of us, she's strong mate. i've seen her get out of things worse than this, she wouldn't wnay you to be sad right now." he smiled a warm smile at me as tears ran down my face as if they were racing.

god please. i need this girl in my life.