Bad Boy's Angel; Shawn Mendes

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warning the next two will be sad chapters ....

Jenn
My eyes flickered towards the door as Shawn, Louis and Shanon started to leave; with one last smile and an i love you, they were gone soon driving off in the car I had prepared for them.

They were only going to be gone for a few hours; just in time for me to go through with my plan. Shawn passed through my mind once again making a cold tear run down my face. I clench my jaw as i remember the hour before.

*1hour before (flashback) *
"are you sure you don't wanna join; we're just going to pick up brady, i'll only be a few hours." shawn begged as i sat on the messy bed.

"no shawn i'm fine" i faked smiled before continuing " plus in so stress with finals i got to study babe, ill be right here when you come back" i tried to plaster a smile on my face but the mention of me staying put and waiting for him hit me hard. As much as i wanted to i couldn't.

"fine baby, just lock the doors promise me" he says as worry builds up in his eyes and he sticks his pinky out towards me.

Regret builds up inside me as i try not to break down; as much as i didn't  want to hurt him, i had to. it was the best thing to do. Keep him safe.

"i promise.."

(end of flashback)

Tears poured down my face as i packed my things; my hands trailed a sweater i've recognized many time; just refused to let it go.

His blue hockey sweatshirt; the one he gave me when we first met, when he took me in.

i breath deep as i shove it into my bag and zipper it up.

I look towards the note i had place on the counter for shawn and the family, i was greatfull for them but in order to keep the safe this was what i has to do.

goodbye old life.

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