BBI (with the Gangster)-[EDITING]

PROLOGUE

PROLOGUE:

"The pain wouldn't really go away but you have to move on, anyway. Listen, when i know things aren't meant for me, i let go. It's hard, but you have to do that because it means actually giving some room for someone or something that was really meant for you."

Sabi sa librong nabasa ko kailangang mag-let go kung hindi naman talaga para sa'yo..

And if you did it for yourself wholeheartedly, yeah the book was right after all, you're actually giving some room for someone that was really meant for you..

After that crap, hell, epic love story of mine-- (Girl best friend fell in love with her boy best friend and ended up the way she didn't expect it to.. Because the guy wasn't in love with her..), this jerk came to my life unexpectedly, i hate him, i hate everything about him.. 

But even though i curse and push him all the time, he never left me, neither fail me, nor let me down. He's always on my side and not even getting tired of showing how he really loves me from the very start.

And that's how it all started, another love story but this time, yung tipong pang happy ending na. He loves me, and i must admit it now that i fell in love with the most stupid jerk in town. I don't care if he's really a gangster or what. He's a good person if you know him better.

But the near happy ending for us flew by in a blur, when he fin'lly discovered my secret, my stupid plan, my obtuse agenda before i fell in love with him.. I'm sorry, i didn't intended to...

I didn't actually think that i might fall in love with you real hard.

A 'sorry' can't fix the mess i did to him, he's leaving.. He's now leaving me..

And this is more painful than before...

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I can't actually find the right words to describe the indescribable thing called love...

But one thing i'm sure about it... it's painful, and will hurt you a lot..

I don't know where our love story goes, i don't know if it is a happy ending or still a bitter ending?