BBI (with the Gangster)-[EDITING]

Chapter 40

Nikki’s P.O.V

Bakit ka umalis?

Bakit sya umalis?

Akala ko ba hindi na sya aalis? Bakit ganon? Andaming bakit, andaming paano...

I can still see the plane, that maybe he’s riding on now. It got smaller as it flew farther. My chest felt tighter, my heart was splintering, and the tears that wouldn’t stop falling were making my face soaked.

“I’m sorry..”  Robin uttered.

“Bakit? Ang sabi nya hindi na sya aalis.. Bakit ganon? Ang daya daya nya!” I winced without looking at him.

“Everything’s happen for a reason..”

Pagkatapos non hindi na sya ulit nagsalita. Hindi ko alam kung anong ibigsabihin nya don, i don’t know if he’s just trying to cheer me up or what. I also did asked Robin several times, kung may alam sya sa nangyayare pero he always denied...

Isang linggo na ang nakakaraan mula ng umalis sya. Pero kahit isang balita tungkol sa kanya wala akong naririnig o nalalaman. Di ko alam kung ano bang dapat kong maramdaman, magagalit, malulungkot, iiyak, or whatsoever. Naguguluhan ako, hindi ko talaga alam kung bakit sya umalis. Lagi ko syang hinihintay dito sa lugar kung san kami laging nagsstar gazing, kung saan namin sinelebreyt ang birthday nya, ang paborito naming lugar. Feeling ko kasi babalik din sya, na hindi totoo yung ‘for good’ na sinabi nya noon. Feeling ko kapag nandito ako, kasama ko pa din sya, kahit sa totoo lang hindi naman talaga.

“Hindi pa ba ubos yung luha mo?” i heard someone said behind my back. I choked back on another sob before i turned to see him.

Him. My brows knitted together when i saw him. How did he knew our place?

“Anong ginagawa mo dito?” i asked him.

“Dinadamayan ka.” he answered.

“Hindi ko kailangan ng karamay Xander. Umalis ka na.” But he seems oblivious to what i just said to him. He just come closer to me, while scrutinizing the place.

“Bakit hindi ka pumapasok?” he asked me. I can see him in my peripheral vision that he’s looking to me, intently.