Spectrum 》Chris Evans

twenty-seven

iMessage between RIVER and RUBY

lil baby river 🌊
Chris is bringing me back to the hotel
I should be there in like 15 mins
20, tops

ruBAE 😍
Are you okay Riv?

lil baby river 🌊
Yeah
Just really pissed off

ruBAE 😍
I'm sorry
People suck

lil baby river 🌊
Tell me about it
I just hate that he still has that kind of affect on me, ya know?
Like, it's been seven months, and he was a duck. I should be over him, and I am, but even hearing his name makes me anxious

ruBAE 😍
A duck?

lil baby river 🌊
hnnnnng
*dick
He was a dick

ruBAE 😍
*is a dick
But I get what you mean. You loved him, Riv, and even if he is a dick, letting go of that love you once had is gonna be hard.

lil baby river 🌊
But that's the thing
I don't love him anymore
I hate him
So why does even just hearing his name make me freak out?

ruBAE 😍
Maybe because he was a manipulative douche bag???

lil baby river 🌊
I hate him. I hate that he still has this kind of power over me 😭

ruBAE 😍
I know sweetie. But you have me, and a whole bunch of other people now, to help you get through it. We all love you Riv ❤

lil baby river 🌊
Thanks Rube 💗 I'll see you in a few

ruBAE 😍
I'll be waitinggggg 😸