Jet Black Heart (SPG)

JBH:18

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Not seeing her for almost four days is like a year to me.
' I don't do love. ' I said to her.
But who am I kidding? When she entered my life , everything went up and down.
But no, I can't entertain this feeling that's starting to grow.
I will just gonna hurt her in the end.
I believe in bad karma, yeah, the great Nikollo Moretti believe in fucking bad karma.
I killed hundreds of people. I sell lots of illegal drugs. All my businesses are illegal and some are lethal.

Lahat na ata ng pwedeng gawing masama ng isang tao ay nagawa ko na.

When she confessed to me that she's afraid to stay with me and fall for me, kinabahan ako. Ayaw kong mahalin niya ako. I can't return her love.
I'm a bad person. I'm a demon. Sa dami ng mga nagawa kong masama alam ko na madaming gustong pumatay sa akin. Natatakot akong kapag hinayaan ko siyang papasukin ng tuluyan sa buhay ko ay tuluyan ko ng hayaan ang sarili kong mahalin siya.
Mapapahamak lang siya kung mamahalin niya ang tulad ko.
Magulo ang isip ko dahil ayaw ko siyang mapahamak pero pinabalik ko siya sa buhay ko, ayaw kong mahulog sa kanya pero pinabalik ko siya sa piling ko.
I'm a selfish man, dahil imbes na pakawalan siya para maging ligtas ang buhay niya at malayo sa magulo kong mundo ay mas pinili kong itago siya sa likod ko.

Gusto ko siyang maging ligtas pero napaka-imposible na hindi siya mapahamak ng dahil sa akin.

Wala na sana akong iniisip at pinoproblemang ganito kung hindi ko siya nakita noon kung gaano niya ipakita kung gaano niya kamahal ang girlfriend niya.
Matagal ko na siyang nakikita, she can captivates everyone's attention but me, she enters my whole being. Ginulo niya ang tahimik kong mundo, I thought it was just a lust. Because yeah, she's so fucking damn beautiful. She's a goddess! But I'm wrong, this ain't lust.

All the things that I can't feel to other women, but with Renaissance, just her smile, her laugh, her every moves, mga simpleng kilos niya lang ay iba na ang nararamdaman ko.
Aaminin ko, natatakot ako.
I'm scared, because no matter how huge and how high ang tinayo kong pader palibot sa puso ko, alam ko, in just a short time, she can destroy that huge wall.

" Honey, are you listening to me? " Dria snapped at me.
" Uh-yeah, babe. " I smiled at her. When there's a ball just like this, she's the one I always bring.
She's my long time fuck buddy, she's a famous assassin,kaya wala akong ikinakatakot na baka may gawing masama sa kanya ang mga kumakalaban sa akin. She can handle her self.

I've been busy this past few days because of my underground business na dapat ay sila Andric at Jaymi ang kumikilos , but they're just so fucking lazy idiots kaya ako ang gumagawa ng ilan.

Kakaumpisa pa lang ng underground ball , the reason why there's a gathering like this is to form an alliance, these people are from other continents, mafias, assassins, underground businessmen.

" I've heard that you killed the former prime minister of Japan? " I asked Dria, she just bobbed her head and sipped on her white wine.
She's beautiful and a damn sexy woman, but yeah, we're just FuBu, she doesn't believe in love that's why that's a win-win for me. I can fucked her without worrying that she'll gonna beg for my love, like my other whores who are just pain in the ass.

But when I kissed Renaissance, I never touch other woman including this beautiful lady besides me.

" Who is that gorgeous woman? "
" Damn, whatta jaw-dropper."
" Stunner. "
Those statements just caught my attention that's why I looked at the entrance of this large hall.
My jaw literally dropped when I saw the woman who is wearing an elegant black sexy dress walking towards my direction.
" Is that Daemon? Whoah, that woman besides him is a bombshell. "
Dria commented.

I gritted my teeth. That demon! Why did he brought Renaissance here?!
I'm going to ripped his head!

I looked at Renaissance who is walking like a beauty queen.
" Nice tits. " The guy who wears a blue tuxedo not far from us commented, I'm going to kick his ass if he say those words again!
The hell! Why did she wore that kind of gown?!
Her curves, those bosoms, and those delectable ass, those are for my eyes only!
" Hey there, kuya Judas. " I'm going to kill this demon.
" And Dria, smoking hot as ever. " she compliments Dria who is still eyeing Renaissance.
" Why are you here? " I asked Renaissance who is now sitting besides Daemon.
" Wag ka namang ganyan Kuya Judas. "
" Don't call me that name. " I cut him off.
" But why? Bagay sayo ang pangalan mong yun. " he answered.
" Shut up, or I'll skin you alive. " I threatened him. Daemon just shrugged.
What is he doing here anyway?
I know he hates attending underground ball. And again why did he brought Renaissance here?!
" Hey there, Miss Jaw dropper. I'm Alexandria. But please call me Dria." I looked at Renaissance who is now eyeing Dria.
" Renaissance Lopez. " She smile but I know better. Pilit ang ngiti niya.
But why?
I looked at Nikollo who is now smiling like a fucking lunatic.
" What are you doing here? " I asked Renaissance again.
She looked at me. Those green orbs that are now looking through me, she's the only woman that has a gut to look at me like that.
" Na-bored ako sa lungga ko. Good thing Nikollo came and drag me here. " ngumiti siya ng nang-aakit kay Daemon, is she flirting with my younger brother while I'm here, in front of her?!
Hell, I hate her guts!

" You know her? " tanong ni Dria sa akin.
I looked at Renaissance. " She's my whore. " Diniinan ko ang bawat salita na sinabi ko.
She pissed me off.
First reason, umalis siya ng HQ, kasama ang kapatid ko.
Second, sumama siya sa demonyong kapatid ko, she doesn't even know this guy!
Third, why in the hell she wore that kind of gown?! I can see her healthy bosoms here! All the eyes of the pervert guys are on her tits!
Fourth, she's flirting with Daemon!
Fifth, she's just sitting there but my little dude is now angry and want to thrust deep and hard on her tight pussy!
Sixth, she's flirting with Daemon.
Seventh, she's a seductress!
Eight, she's flirting with Daemon.
Ninth, she's fliring with Daemon.
Tenth, she's really flirting with Daemon!