Save Me? {Luke Hemmings Fanfic }

Chapter 4

Emma's POV

I woke up at 6:30am Monday morning
I drug my self out bed, I grabbed my phone I checked some messages from Josh, he's likes to leave spam messages of cute messages to make me smile, he sent me.

"I used to think Dreams do not come true then my mind quickly changed the moment I layed my eyes on you"

I smiled wide, I loved his cute little texts, I replied to him them locked my phone and walked to my closet, I grabbed a white tank top with my anti social social club hoodie, I grabbed a pair of black jeans. I walked past my make up desk thing I looked over I seen Luke's letter I looked at it I started to tear up, I picked it up I opened it and Re-read it, I started crying, how could you tell someone say they love someone so much, say they would never leave them but then leave to seconds later. I sat the letter down still crying, I walked into the bathroom I changed clothes I looked Down to my jeans there falling off of me, I grabbed a black belt and put it on as tight as it would go, I grabbed my backpack, I walked down stairs, I checked the time on my phone It's 6:50am Great I don't have time to eat, not I want to anyway. I grabbed two water bottles and poured the water out I ran down to the wine cellar. I bent down to a bottle of vodka and popped the top off of it, I poured it into the two water bottles I took a drink of it them placed the cap back on it and put it back where it was. I placed one bottle in my bag, I walked out of the cellar I shut the door quietly. I walked to the kitchen I waved goodbye to my mom and walked out were Connor was waiting on me, I got in the car and took of a drink of my 'water'.

"hey " Connor said smiling

"hey" I said screwing the cap on the bottle

"can I have a drink of that please" Connor asked, Connor knows about me drinking so I think he knows what this is, Shit.

"No, got a cold don't wanna get you sick " I said fake coughing

"Emma" He said sternly

"Yeah" I said

"I know your lying " He said

"I'm not lying " I lied

"So that's really water " he said

"yes " I said taking another drink.

Connor pulled into the school, I got out stumbling a little bit, I looked up and Connor looks pissed he walked to me and took the bottle from my hand
He un-screwed the cap and smelled it and got even more pissed off.

" Emma tell me why this filled with vodka " He asked

"Cause Rum doesn't look like water " I smarted off as I tried to take it from him

"Emma drinking doesn't slove anything " He said

"It does for me " I said

"It shouldn't " he said as he started to pour it out.

"Do you have anymore " He asked

"no" I lied

"okay " he said as he threw the bottle away and walked off.

I walked down the hallway heading to math class I pulled out my other bottle and took a huge drink, I'm starting to get a little tipsy, I walked into class stumbling a tiny bit, I sat down.

"Emma may I see you outside " Mrs.blue asked,

"Yeah sure " I said as I got up and walked out of the class room.

"What's in the bottle " she asked

"Water" I said

"Let me see it " She said as she took the bottle out of my hands, she opened it and smelled it.