Save Me? {Luke Hemmings Fanfic }

Chapter 18

Emma's POV

*Two Days Later*

It was time for me to go home and Luke to go back on tour, he never said anything about us getting back together or anything which makes me wonder if there's ever gonna be anything else to look forward to or hold onto. We got in the car after placing all bags in the car, since it was early in the morning I layed the seat back I shut my eyes to fall asleep, as I was falling a sleep Luke grabbed my hand I held his hand while I slept. I woke up in front of my house, I sighed sadly I don't wanna go home or leave Luke I'll miss him way too much after being with him for three days, I looked at him he had a blank stare kinda.

" can't I just stay with you " I asked

" I'm sorry you can't " he said

" when will you be back " I asked

" it's gonna be awhile " he said

"oh" I said

" yeah "he said

I looked at the time Luke's got flight to catch soon " you better go you flight is soon "

" oh yeah " he said

I got out of the car I grabbed my bags and I walked back to my door I watched Luke leave I felt a tear roll down my cheek, I quickly wiped it away. I walked inside I seen My mom and John sitting at the kitchen table, I got myself ready for the questions mom's gonna ask about my black eye my bruises my lip that was busted but is scabbed over. When I walked in the kitchen the look on my mother's face was pure shock I just sat my stuff down, I watched them both run towards me, My mom lightly and frantically touched my right eye tracing the bruised blue, blackness.

" Honey who did this " she asked, clearly she doesn't know that dad came back

" dad " I said

" I thought you paid him to stay away " John said

" You paid him? " I asked

" yes it was the way I could get him away from you " she said with tears rolling down her face

" well clearly he didn't keep up the end of his deal " I said

" I'm sorry " she said hugging me I hugged back

"it's fine mom " I said pulling away from the hug and sitting at the island John walked over

" why didn't you come home the night this happened " John asked

" cause it was to late and Luke said I could stay with him " I said with my head held down

" so just thought you could stay gone for three days and not call " He said

" yep " I said

" you can't do that Emma " he said angry

" In-case you forgot I'm 18 I do whatever I want " I smarted off

" Until you move out You live under my roof and my rules and I say you can't just leave like you do " he yelled

" wow I love how you think your the boss of me " I said

" I am I'm your dad " he said

" it might say that paper from where you had to adopt me but your not my dad " I said getting more and more angry

" then in lighten me what am I " he asked

" A jackass " I said

" oh really " he said

" yeah really " I said

" do you realize I took you in as a parent I treated you like you we're my own and all you are is ungrateful to me " he said

" I never wanted to leave Portland I never wanted to come and live with you we we're fine right where we we're " I said crying a little

" oh she never told you " he said I looked at mom

" Told me what?" I asked my mom

" when I met John I lost my job and we we're about to be kicked out of our house " she said

" why didn't you tell me " I said

" I didn't want you to worry " she said

" so you lied to me knowing I could have helped " I said

" honey you at the time have already gave up almost everything " she said

" what else did you lie to about ?" I said

" your dad is..." she paused

" what " I asked

" he isn't really your dad " he said

" what?!" I said

" he's not your farther, your real dad his name is Mike Henry he was a Sergent  in the military and was killed in combat when I was two months pregnant then I met Jack and we started dating when I was four months" she said

" so we're you ever really married " I asked

" yes we we're " she said

" why didn't you tell me " I asked tearing up a little

" cause it's a lot to handle I wanted to tell you when you we're ready " she said wiping my tear I pushed her hand away

" I'm sorry Emma " she paused and looked at her phone "we've got to go we'll be back later Love you " she finished

" Love you to " I mumbled as I walked up to my room.

This is alot to handle I started to breath heavy, this whole thing with Luke and my two dads I can't take it. I just want Luke that's all but I can't have him I had him for three days why didn't I say anything about getting back together, I thought this all while pacing around my room I'm crying I'm breathing heavy I'm having chest pains I'm having a panic attack. I fall to the corner I rocked myself back and forth, I calmed down to where I had realized I haven't taken either of my meds since being with Luke, I started to feel this overwhelming feeling of depression I grabbed my pills and I poured one into my hand, That's not gonna be enough I put three more in my hand, I read the bottle it says " WARNING Do Not Take more then whats recommended and Don't mix with Alcohol ". I walked over to my closet I grabbed a hidden bottle of vodka, I grabbed my box of razors, I sat down I raised up sleeves I started cutting on both arms, I watched them bleed, I cried harder I took the pills and mixed them with vodka. After taking them I grabbed some paper I wrote " I love You Mom " I stood up to put it on my desk I felt dizzy and in pain I fell and

blacked out.

A/N

um um um um Merry Christmas?

I'm so sorry for being so evil