Emma's POV
After getting out of the shower. I changed into a pink crop top with rips in it and some blue jeans. As usual I did light makeup and threw on my black boots.I'm going to Josh's house, I haven't talk to him since seeing him at the mall, I wanna see if I fix this shit of a relationship, I don't know if I can but I'm gonna try..
I grabbed a black heart choker and put on a gray Jean jacket.
To Jishwa 💚 👽
Hey. You home?To Jishwa💚👽
I'm on my wayyyTo Jishwa💚👽
And your not picking up...great. See ya.I sighed and threw my phone in the passenger seat, don't text and drive. Turning on the radio and what came on was
Say Something by A Great Big World featin' Christina Aguilera.Wow ironic.
I mean you don't he's with Debby do you?
Brain- i don't know. Maybe
Then what do I do?
Brain- I don't know..
Am I confused??
Brain- I don't know...
Screw you brain!
Brain- .... rude...
Oh good god.
I pulled into Josh's driveway.
Low and behold there is Debby's car. Maybe nothing is actually going on... maybe..I banged on the door and he's not opening the door. If he's gone why is she here?..
Nevermind,
I have a key.
I opened the door and seen, Josh and Debby making out on a wall.
He's literally got on pressed on the wall about to take her shirt off. His shirt is gone and I'm crying.
" What the hell Josh?! " I said slamming the door, causing him to look at me.
" Emma?! What are you doing??" He asked moving far away from Debby and towards me.
" So this is why you don't talk to me or call or hang out " I said gesturing to Debby who's standing like a deer in headlights.
" Emma I can explain " He said
" No Josh I don't care " I said crying
" You never cared in the first place " Debby yelled
" Bitch!! Your not gonna stand over there and think you can talk to me! " I screamed walking towards her.
Josh grabbed me and pulled me back
" Don't touch me " I said to Josh moving away from him.
" Emma, You don't realize what's going on do you? " He said very loudly
" What do you mean " I asked
" Your hang up on an Ex and you can be with me and still think about him! " He yelled at me
" So you f*ck another girl" I paused " Josh, You don't realize that I've tried to get over him, many times. I loved you, I thought you were different but your not " I yelled
" I honestly don't even know why he'd have anything to do with you" Debby said walking and getting my face.
" You don't know anything about me or my relationship with him, so back the hell up" I said
" I know that he's told me more things in the past few days then you'll ever know, he wants me!! " she screamed
" Fine! You want him, Bitch have him, " I screamed back
I turned around to walk out, then I noticed the scratches down his back from her.
" I kissed Luke after my party " I said.
"what?!" He said walking after me
" I kissed Luke, " I repeated
" why would you do that?" He asked
" I don't know. Give me the reason you would cheat on me " I said crossing my arms
" you crying over Luke, He's got another girlfriend and I can't handle it" He said
" You can't handle it what about me, He helped me though alot, alot more then you ever did. " I said walking to my car
" So what did I do then" He said
I opened my door and looked at him "hurt me"
I drove away.
I just did that.
I broke up with Josh cause he was cheating.Nothing is working out,
I don't know what to do.
I feel shaky and panicky. I pulled over."AHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" I screamed crying.
My panic attack lasted for 30 minutes.
I drove home and no one was there.
Just me.
I walked to upstairs and all I can't think of is Seeing Josh and Debby.
We were never that happy.
Never.
A/N
..Wow..
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Save Me? {Luke Hemmings Fanfic }
Teen FictionWho's gonna save me when I'm to broken to be saved. { Sequel to Just A Dream } Trigger warnings: Self harm, Depression, thoughts of suicide, underage drinking & smoking (maybe it just depends )