1 Week Later
Emma's POVI got out of bed, Today is the day I get my stitches out Thank God I hate having these. I got in the shower, Once I got out I re-wrapped my arm. I put on a white oversized sweater with some distressed high wasted shorts, I brushed and blow dried my hair, after its was dry I curled it, I got ready I didn't bother with a ton of makeup just some eyeliner, I walked out of the bathroom to my room I slipped my boots on. I grabbed my phone and car keys, I walked downstairs.
"Are you ready to go ?" my Mom said
asked"Um can I go alone " I asked
"Oh uh sure " she said
"Thanks mom " I said
"Your welcome " she said.
I walked to my car, I drove to the Doctor's office. Stitches are out and I've have gained 10 pounds The Doctor said I'm healthy.
I don't feel like going home, I took the exit to this Canyon where you can see all of LA
I pulled in, I plugged my phone into the Auxiliary hookup, I played Snuff By Slipknot. I turned it up all the way I layed my head back I closed eyes.
"Bury all your secrets in my skin, Come away with Innocent and Leave me with Sins. The air around me still feels like a cage and Love Is just a camouflage for what resembles Rage Again..."
As the song plays I started flashbacks of Me and Luke.
*FlashBack*
"Luke?" I asked
"Yes beautiful" He said as he ran his fingertips on my arm causing chills all though out my body.
"Will you ever leave me ?" I asked
"Never your to important to me and I Love you to much " He said
I turned to face him, I looked into his blues eyes that I love so much, I layed my hand on his neck which made him move closer, I leaned in, Luke pulled me closer to him. He kissed me slowly and passionately, after a min or two he pulled away.
"I will always love you Emma " he said
"I'll always love you too Luke" I said hugging him.
*End Of Flashback*
I wiped my tears the song went off and I started to drive. I don't know where I'm going but I don't care. I started driving down this road that reminded me of that scene from cars the one where lighting and Sally are taking a drive. I'm going as fast as I can, I slowed down around a curve.
My phone rang, I picked it up Its probably my mom asking where I am, Nope It's Josh, great.
"Hello" I said
"Hey baby " he said
"What's up " I asked
"I was wondering if I could come over for a little bit " he asked
" Um no sorry " I said I pulled over onto this bridge
"Why is your mom home cause we can wait till she leaves or you can come to my house " He said
"Josh what are you getting at " I asked hoping it's not what I think it is
" hooking up " He said
"Is that all you think I'm good for " I asked getting pissed
" well your were up for it the other night" He said
" Josh I didn't know what I was up for that night" I said
"Not to mention You could've said no but you didn't " He said
" That doesn't mean I'm there for you whenever you need me I'm not your slut " I said
" I know your not I haven't treated you like one " He said getting more and more pissed.
"You just did " I said as I hung up.
I got out of my car I feel like I'm gonna have a mental breakdown, I started shaking and crying walking back and fourth.
I looked at the bridge I looked over there was a river filled with big pointy rocks. I sat down on the railing I closed my eyes, I started to lean backwards to fall, I took a breath then My phone rang, I eyes opened I jolted off the railing towards my car.
I got in my car I drove home.
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Save Me? {Luke Hemmings Fanfic }
Teen FictionWho's gonna save me when I'm to broken to be saved. { Sequel to Just A Dream } Trigger warnings: Self harm, Depression, thoughts of suicide, underage drinking & smoking (maybe it just depends )