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“Im glad you’re here” Niall says, smiling his perfect smile.
“Me too” You smile back and try to take in every detail of his flawless features.
You want to savor every moment with Niall, burn the image of him into your brain before he leaves again. Just being with him for a night is enough to make you giddy, but you have to push back thoughts of him leaving in the morning.
“I cant seem to keep up with your schedule, Mr. Worlds Biggest Boy Band. Where are you guys going tomorrow?” You laugh halfheartedly, but fail, it comes out as a choked cry.
You bite your lip and hope Niall answers, but when you feel his intent gaze you look at his hurt features. Sorrow is scribbled across every beautiful detail of the boy you love and you want to take your words back, kiss away his pain.
“New York” He sighs, “Come here”, he pats the empty spot on the hotel bed beside him.
You were missing Niall terribly and he told he was in a hotel near by your house so you, of course, came immediately.
You oblige to Niall and lay beside him on the bed. He turns to face you, lying on his side. You do the same and look into his eyes, both of you trying to hide your sadness, but your eyes give you away.
Nialls eyes flutter shut and stay closed for just a moment before opening once again, “I hate that I don’t get to see you, I hate knowing your missing me, and I hate missing you. Ill be on break soon, but I know that doesn’t help now. Trust me, saying goodbye to you makes my heart break, and every day Im away from you I ache for you that much more. I love you Nadia, and Im so sorry.”
As the words tumble slowly out of Nialls mouth his hands play with yours aimlessly. His eyes dart back and forth from your eyes and your hands. You stop Nialls motions by grasping his hands and squeezing them lightly.
“Never apologize for doing what you love, seeing you on stage….through the tv….I see your smile, I hear your laugh. I can tell your happy, and yeah it sucks so, so, much to be away from you, but I love you and I understand. You make millions of girls happy every day your away, and they need you just as much as I do…just in a different way. Niall, I just want to be with you now, enjoy the time we have together, relish each others presence while we have it. Yeah?” You give him a weak smile and cusp his face, kissing him gently.
“I love you so, so, much” Niall murmurs and kisses you again, tenderly and slowly, making it last.
When you pull away you smile, not the fake ones you’ve been using lately, but a genuine smile. You reach behind you head and grab a fluffy pillow, hitting Niall softly with it.
“Heeeey” He whines and grabs one from his side, pelting it at your stomach and jumping off the bed.
You giggle and chuck another at Niall who is trying to hide under a table. Niall chuckles and it’s like he turns on a light in you, a light that has slowly dimmed while he was away. The sound of him laughing, him being here with you, it’s brought you back to life. So no matter how childish it is, you and Niall have a pillow fight, and that’s one of the things you love most about him. Niall is childish, and lovable, and never wants to grow up and you are in complete awe of him because of it. He can light up a room just by walking into it, and you two always enjoy having fun and looking like idiots more than going out to dinner and being adults. Niall Horan is the person you admire most in the world. He is the person you love most in the world, the person you will always love.
