"No it's not your fault. What would have happened to you if you had stayed in that relationship, you weren't happy, and later we may had used the term abusive relationship or rape. I know you didn't want that anymore. And if this is the price for you to be happy, for me to be happy, I'll be glad to pay it."
"I'd rather be hurt than you. It kills me inside to see you in pain. You don't deserve any of it at all. I want you to be happy. Just happy. I don't want you to be in pain"
"Emma I couldn't be happy without you, and having you here is what makes me happy. And I need to see you enjoying life. This gets hard and it will be a long path, but I want to believe it's all worth it." she said with slightly watery eyes
Emma's tears had started to roll down her cheeks "I don't know what to do Regina. Everytime things seem to be okay again our world goes to shit and I can't help but blame myself. I love you so much. I just want you to be okay"
Regina wiped every tear that fell. "Emma this finally starts to be okay, we had not have gone through anything that painful, and I'll watch that it won't go down hill again. Do not plame yourself, you shouldn't I don't plame you, I love you. And I will be okay, not as some of define okay, but I will, as long as I got you by my side"
Emma wrapped her arms around her holding onto her trying to keep herself together. "I love you Regina" she said quietly
"I love you too Emma" she said just as quietly and kissed her neck few tears werting her neck
Emma was slightly trembling and kept holding onto Regina. She kissed her shoulder a few times and took deep breaths to calm herself down
Regina rubbed Emma's back, feeling her trembling. "It will get better." she said quietly. "Do you want to take a warms shower?" Emma felt still cold and she hoped it would calm her
Emma nodded and kissed her cheek before getting up and slowly walking to the bathroom
Regina had still cold and soaking wet hair as she hadn't dried it after the shower. She put the water running for Emma and tried to find a towels
Emma sat on the floor and waited for the water to warm before getting up and undressing and getting in, then sitting on the shower for pulling her knees to her chest
Regina was still cold and the room as warm she sat next to Emma, outside of the shower giving her some space if she needed.
"Regina could you come in with me..." Emma asked
Regina got up and stepped in the shower with Emma. she sat next to Emma and wrapped her arm aroundher shoulders. "Of course"
Emma leaned into her "I'm sorry for this" she said quietly
"Don't apologize, you have nothing what you should"
"I came to comfort you, then ended up breaking down"
"And there is nothing wrong with that, you weren't actually on your best you arrived her yourself"
Emma kissed her cheek and wrapped her arm around her "may I ask you what your dreams have been about lately?"
"Hook, you leaving, how I've been alone and will end up like that." she said keeping it out of details or she was sure she would breakdown
"I'm not going to leave you. I hope you know that"
"I do, but I still fear that. Everyone has left me in the way or an other"
Emma hugged her tight and kissed her forehead
"I hope I don't have to loose you again" she said quietly
"You won't. I'll do everything in my power to make sure of it"
"Thank you" she said and hold her tight.
"I love you so much" emma said quietly holding onto her
"I love you too, you are my everything"
"You are mine" Emma gave her a soft kiss "can we get out now?"
"Yes." she sid and got up pulling Emma with her
Emma got out and wrapped the towel around her body and walked back to Regina's bedroom
Regina dried ger hair a bit and then walked in her bedroom and pulled some shorts and a top on.
Emma dried off and put her clothes back on
"Staying for breakfast?" she asked and walked to her giving her a kiss
"I'm not hungry but would you mind If I just hung out here today?" Emma asked quietly
"No, I'd love that. I'm going to work from home today anyways." she smiled
