Regina kissed her forehead softly. "Just promise to wait me on this, I know I've make you wait so much, but I can't just jump back in this."
"I understand. I'm so sorry... please tell me you didn't see anything..."
"I could have, but I closed the mirror as soon as you touched the bed.."
Emma squeezed her hand and looked down at her feet then rested her forehead on Reginas shoulder
Regina softly ran her fingers through Emma's hair. "You weren't yourself that night" she knew how the poured potion worked
"It wasn't just thay night" she said quietly not wanting to hide anything from Regina although it was all so painful to admit
Regina bit her bottom lip, holding the tears, of course she knew it wouldn't have been that one time but it hurt more to actually hear that aloud.
Emma lifted her head "You have no idea how much I wish I could take everything back. Every moment with him, every second away from you. What I said and how I acted towards you"
Regina couldn't look her in the eyes. "I do, you were under a spell, it wasn't you wanted" she said finally looking into her eyes
Emma very softly gave her a kiss but quickly pulled away not knowing if even should have done it at all. She lightly touched the ring Regina was now wearing on a necklace "do you still want to marry me..." Emma asked then took out the ring Regina gave her from her pocket
"Yes, do you think I'd have kept the ring if I wouldn't. " she took the ring from around her neck and slipped it out and took the ring out of Emma's hand to but ut to her hand. "Now it's a promise, promuse that we'll get better." she said softly and gave Emma to put the ring on her finger.
Emma took the ring and kissed her cheek "we said we can get through anything. Together" she said softly as she slipped the ring back onto Reginas finger
Regina smiled and took Emma's hand to kiss the back of it. "We said, and I'm holding on to it" she said with a small smile. All of this still hurt, but now she was getting some hope
Emma gave her a soft smile. She knew how much had hurt Regina and knew it would take time. But she was willing to wait and do anything for her
"I should propably go" she said, she needed to go to work, she had no idea if she could work in this emotional mess she was in
Emma nodded and gave her a gentle hug also taking in her scent. She kissed the side of her head before pulling away
"I see you later, dinner at Granny's?" she asked, she needed time yes, but she couldn't completely be away from Emma
"Sounds good. See you there" emma took a deep breath. Her mind was messy and she couldn't get things out of her head. But she wanted to try to get things at least a little bit more normal
"See you" she kissed Emma's cheeks softly before she walked out and headed to get a coffee from Granny's. She needed the coffee to keep awake
Emma was so upset and angry. She grabbed her gun and went to the docks and onto Hooks ship
Hook had still been sleeping, when Emma walked in
Emma got on top of him putting the gun roughly under his chin waking him
Hook woke up shocked when he felt the gun. "Swan what the hell?"
"I told you to stay out of our lives" she said pressing it hard to his skin
"I staued out of your life, only not your life."
"You keep messing everything up just when it gets okay again. I want you gone for good. I don't give a shit if Henry hates me for it but I want you gone"
"Swan, don't do anything you regret" he said and slowly put his hand between his hand on the pipe of the gun and moved it from his chin to the side using force
Emma moved the gun to the pillow beside his head and pulled the trigger knowing it would be loud by his ear
He let out a scream, the pillow covered in blood, even when his hand moved over to the bleeding wound
Emma smiled liking his pain. Feeling the darkness that was hidden inside her show. "Next time it will be between your eyes if you don't sail the fuck away"
"You are out of your mind Swan, look what she has done to you." he said his pain gritten in pain
