Fear. Hate. Love

Interview

~Interview~

Hay's POV:

The next morning I woke up to find Zee and Zacky sharing her bed. I laughed and made my way downstairs where I fond Jay the only other person awake at the dining area with a bottle of water in hand.
"Good morning, where did you get to last night? You went out for air and never came back."
"Just needed some space." He answered.
"Come on spit it out." He shifted in his seat but said nothing. "Can I take a guess?" He shrugged. "Your jealous of Zacky spending time with Zee?"
"I caught them kissing."
"They kissed?" A smile grew on my face, I knew he liked her. It soon dissolved when Jay looked at me. "Sorry." I grabbed his bottle and stole a mouthful. "Listen I know you still have feelings for her, but you have to understand, you had your chance you and you blew it, you need to accept that move on and let her move on."
"I can't, I still love her!"
"If you loved her that much you would want her to be happy, even if that means letting her go." I handed him back his water went to get my things and took a shower.

By the time I came out everyone was awake and all the Avenged guys had left. Zee was sitting where Jay previously occupied eating a bowl of cereal.
"So you kissed huh?" I grinned.
"Wait how did you know?"
"I spoke to Jay this morning he said he saw you."
"Uh yeah, where did he go last night?"
"Said he needed some time, I think seeing you with Zacky upset him. I told him he needed to let it go move on and let you move on but something tells me he won't, he's still in love with you."
"Still? Did he even really love me? If he did how come I was so easy to throw away?" Her face creased into a look of annoyance.
"Sorry I shouldn't have mentioned it." Her face softened.
"No, no it's okay. He needs to move on, besides nothings going on between Zacky and I." She went on to explain the conversation they had before the kiss. It was all fun, she needed that right now and it was nice to see her smile again.
"Going to grab some breakfast do you ladies want to join?"
"Nah I found this cereal in the cupboard."
"Zee I think that is off." Matt said Zee shrugged. He looked to me. "Care to join, or am I dining alone?"
"No I'll join. Aren't the others eating?"
"Padge is asleep, Jay is AWOL again and moose is in no state for food."
"Okay, chat in a bit." I said to Zee and followed Matt off the bus.
"How are you feeling this morning?" Matt asked.
"Great, excited about performing today."
"Mayhem is always fun, you'll love it." He told me.
"Oh yeah you guys have been here before. It always looks so insane. I can't wait." We headed to the food stand they were doing egg rolls for breakfast. They were also doing sausage ones but I don't do red meat so it was a egg roll for me. We sat in a nice shaded area and watched the people as in fans setting up their tents for the weekend.
"You have some yolk." He pointed on his face where the yolk was. I wiped but clearly didn't get it. He chuckled and scooted closer and wiped it away himself. His hand caresses my face and we met each others gaze and I found my stomach feeling warm and fuzzy. I look away feeling my cheeks redden. Matt slid back to his own seat and smiled.
"Thanks." I said shyly taking a bite of my roll.
"Are you going to catch any of the acts today?"
"Yes, Maiden are here that is a must as is Metallica and Slayer. It's so full of all the greats. I'm in heaven." I grinned from ear to ear.
"Have you ever seen any of them live before?"
"Yes all but slayer."
"They are amazing, you must catch that if nothing else."
"What about you? You going to catch any?"
"Oh I will be right there with you, I never tire of seeing any of them live."
"You can give me a boost then." I joked. Being small sucks when your at gigs.

After breakfast Matt and I took a walk around meeting a few fans signing some autographs and just generally interacting with the fans that approached us. It was a really surreal experience. Last year I was the fan now I'm being asked for my autograph. I loved every minute of it. We then headed back to the bus to find it empty.
"Want to go see if we can get decent spots, maiden should be starting in about a half hour on the main stage?" Matt suggested and so that is what we done.