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After school i went home. My brother Sam is a lawyer, and unless he's in court he works from home so i rarely need to call a sitter for Adam, Sam always offers.
"Daddy!" Adam ran to the door when i walked in.
"Hey buddy."I smiled and picked him up. "How was your day with uncle Sam?" I smiled, putting my shit down in the kitchen.
"awesome! we go-ed to the park." He said, nodding.
"no. You went to the park. Not go-ed. that's not a word. Remember?" i chuckled.
"Okay." He shrugged and squirmed put of my arms to go play.
Sam walked in as i opened a beer. "Hey." He said. I handed him a beer too.
"Hey." I leaned back. "How was he today?" I asked.
"well.. we went to the store cause i had to pick up a few things, and he seemed really interested in the barbies, the kids makeup and the princess shi-stuff." He said.
I shrugged. "There's worse things he could be interested in" I chuckled. I sat down.
"How was your first day back?" He asked me.
"Good. Yeah. there's a new teacher. He's really nice." I said.
Sam raised his eyebrows at me. "oh is he?" He chuckled.
i rolled my eyes. "Yes and not bad looking either." I said.
"Daddy, we have pisa tonight?" Adam crawled up on my lap.
"Sure buddy. We'll order pizza." i ruffled his hair.
He smiled at me and clapped. I chuckled.
Sam left and i ordered pizza. I told Adam that he has to clean up his toys if he wants pizza.
"Daddy, look! uncle sam gave me this." He showed me a barbie.
"Did he buy it for you today?" I asked.
Adam nodded quickly. "Do you like her?" He asked me with wide eyes.
"Yes i do. Does she have a name?" i asked.
He nodded. "Anna." he said, putting the barbie down carefully before he continued cleaning his toys.
As we were eating pizza, Adam asked me if we could paint his room purple. "We sure can. We'll go pick out a paint later" i smiled.
A few weeks after we painted his room lilac purple he walked into the living room and sat beside me. "Daddy?" He said.
"Hey you." I smiled. "Whats up?"
"Can i be a girl?" He asked me.
"A girl huh?" I smiled.
"Yeah. Wif long hair and dresses?" he asked.
"I don't see why not." I smiled. "maybe we should ask mommy, what do you say?"
"Okay." he nodded. I took out my phone and called her on facetime.
"Hey guys!" She smiled.
"Mommy!" Adam crawled over me to see her better.
"Hey sweetie. How are you?" She smiled at him.
"Daddy painted my room purple and uncle Sam got me a barbie." he nodded.
"Oh yeah?" she nodded. "Thats really cool." She said.
"Adam, ask mommy what you asked me." I said.
"Mommy, can i be a girl?" He asked her.
i saw her face change, but she was still smiling. "A girl?" she awkwardly  giggled.
He nodded. "I uh. Sure?" She said.
"Hey, wanna go play and i'll talk to mommy?" I said.
"Okay."
I told Lisa i'd call her right back.
So i called her, instead of facetime.
"Dean? what's going on with him?" She said.
"I think he may be trans." I said. (i am not trans. So this whole thing might not be 100% accurate, but my best friend is so i know what the transition is like. Pls don't hate on me if i fuck it up)
"And how the hell are we supposed to deal with that?" She asked.
"Lisa, think. Has he ever showed interest in things that boys his age are?" I said.
"No but-"
"But nothing. I know it's a huge change. And who knows? Maybe it is a phase. we won't know. But for now let's call Adam a girl. our daughter. Okay?" i said.
"But hes 3. how does he know he wants to be a girl?" She said.
"I don't know, but we gotta help him if he needs us to and we'll treat him like a girl."
"Alright." I heard her sigh.
"alright i've got correction to get to and supper to cook. So our child will call you before bed." I said. I hung up and put on some pasta noodles, then looked to Adam. "so, if you want to be a girl what's your name?" I asked. 
"Anna. Like my barbie." she said with a smile.
"Alrighty. Spaghetti sound good to you?" I asked, which got me a nod. "cool. you okay if daddy goes into his office to do some work?" i asked.
"Yep!" She said, nodding.
I worked on the corrections for a while, getting up approximately every 2 minutes to check on the pasta.
i finished making the spaghetti and called Anna in for dinner. We ate and i put her to bed, after calling Lisa. How am i gonna deal with changing everything at school? and with the family. I know she'll tell them she wants to be a girl and her name but how do i know they'll all listen? I shook my head and headed to bed. I opened my laptop to check if any of my students emailed me questions about their assignments. But i only had one email. Castiel. I hesitantly clicked open. It didn't have a subject.
"Hello Dean,
I am aware this may be an unprofessional email to send to your work address. Unfortunately I do not have your phone number, or any other method to contact you with. This message is a little bit ridiculous if I am honest, and i was hesitant to send it for quite some time. It was sitting in the drafts folder for a week. Anyways, i just wanted you to know that... I am also gay. You shared so much with me and i did not reciprocate. So there's my secret.
Thank you for reading this.
Castiel Novak.
P.S would you like to do lunch tomorrow? Let me know in the morning when I see you. Have a nice night."
I took a sharp breath. Ive literally been trying to get over my little stupid crush on him for so long. But it was cause i didn't think i had a chance. But i do??? Oh boy. okay.  I closed my laptop, put it on my desk, and sighed. A happy sigh. Just as i was getting in bed, there was a soft gentle knock on the door.
"Daddy i had nighmare." Ada-anna said.
"Come sleep with daddy then, sweetie." i smiled. She crawled up in my bed and got comfy.
"night daddy." she said sleepily, eyes already closed and blanket tucked around.
"night sweetheart." i smiled gently.

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