Moving from England to America, moving in with your cousin Devin and his family and a complete new lifestyle is tough and extremly exciting at the same time as you havent seen your friends and family in years.But will moving back be the best option ?
I woke up to sound of my ringtone. Searching with my hand I find my phone, Devin was ringing . I press accept.
" Wassup sun"
Devin: " Where are you, Kevin"
Kevin: " What you mean"
Devin: " We have The Bomb Digz meeting in an hour and u probably still sleeping"
Kevin:" Shoot I forgot imma go and I'll be round soon".
I got up out of bed and went to my closet and threw on a white top, grey jeans and the bomb digz purple jumper. Then brushed my teeth and hair. After I walked downstairs and seen Shari watching the Kardashians, I just dont get the Kardashians and why girls have such an obsession wid them. My mom grabbed her handbag while I got pancakes, kissed Shari's forehead ( we did this a lot as kids and now its just normal) and we headed to the car.
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5mins later
I walk inside to Devin's house, It's 10 O'clock new record!! got dressed and came here in 30mins and managed a quick pic. I walk to the basement and I see Devin and Daniel talking "Whats up suns". " Nothing much " Devin replies and Daniel nods. I sit down on the bean bag chair, bored out of my mind until we had to facetime our manager for the meeting as he was currently on vacation.
Daniel went upstairs to go get water from the kitchen while we talked about the final things about the new merch.
Kevin: "Whats takin dani so long, he's be mad long"
Devin: " I dunno he's probably thirsty" and winks at me.
We both laugh and started to set up NBA 2K16 THE LITTEST🔥🔥 GAME EVER.
Daniel strolled down the basement stairs and jumped in the air because of what we were playing . Before I could even press the button on the controller, it was no longer in my hand.
Kevin: " Ermmmm.... what are u doin sun?"
Daniel: " Pleeeeeeaasseeeeee" with his puppy dog eyes and pouting his lips.
I just let him have it or he'd be annoying me throughout the game. I clicked on insta and scrolled through my feed liking fan accounts. Its crazy the edits the digaz do, there mad lit. My mum started ringing me so I picked up the phone
Mom: " How was the meeting, Kev"
Kevin: " It was lit mom, the new clothing line is fire"
Mom: " Cool, ok I'm going to go cuz Shari and I are watching The Kardashians" I roll my eyes is disgust. "So text me when you want me to pick you up. Love you"
Kevin: " OK. And Luv u too mom"
30mins
I started to smell a scent which made my mouth water. It smelt of heaven.
Kevin: Boys,boys, BOYS MAN LISTEN!! Dev didn't you say that your fam were out
Devin: " Yh y" His attention was still on the game but daniel still hadn't realised we were talking. I threw a pillow at his head.
Daniel: " Excuse me, i did feel that uno".
Kevin: " Aww bless ya, i dont care. Can you smell that.... I think someone's in your house Dev"
Daniel: Oh its Devins cousin, she's from England, did i tell you her name is Ali....."
Before Daniel finished his sentence, I ran with all that I could upstairs to the kitchen. I was staring at the figure in front of me with disbelief.She was taking brownies out of the oven while dancing. How could this be ? I thought. Am I dreaming? I watched her until she realised I was there. She jumped. We both looked at each other, our eyes locked.Should I smile? Should I say hi? Should I hug her but instead I freeze,my body was numb. A lump formed in my throat. I felt vomit burn my throat. My adrenaline was ridiculous.Flashbacks filled my mind, the things we used to do or say to each other. I didn't know how to feel should I be relived, happy, sad, angry,hatred or shocked. I watched as the tears formed in her eyes.She didn't move either, we were both stuck in our positions I could tell that she felt the same as I did. I had the desire to wrap my arms around her waist but it was as if the devil was holding me back. The pain shooting straight through my heart.
I bolted to the door and ran and ran until my legs couldn't run anymore. I ran home and to my room. I threw my phone at the wall, screaming and dropped to the ground.My legs felt like jelly. I placed my head in my legs and cried and cried, the salty tears rolling down my cheeks. My heart felt so heavy. I felt heartbroken.I feel like I'm drowning, like I'm broken. Every part of my body felt like it was continuously being stabbed. The past making an appearance. Why know? Why not years ago? How can this be? What did i ever do to deserve this when I was finally getting over her. She left me broken, hurt and lifeless. I feel as if I'm being ripped down the middle again...................
