Chapter 30

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Kevins POV during that day

Uggghhh why does this keep happening it wasn't how it seemed. But there again I don't exactly no how it seemed to her, for her to see me like flirting. But the thing is she doesn't care about me flirting, it's because i ignored her calls. I don't know y i did, I zoned out. 

I don't understand why i am acting like this when things get good i wreck it. What do i do now? Do i go to her? She's now in her room while I'm sitting on the couch while i go through the messages she sent me. 

GOD SAKE!!!! I throw my phone at the wall and sit there

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GOD SAKE!!!! I throw my phone at the wall and sit there. 

I later pick up my phone and call the boys as they were done from rehearsals i tell them i feel much better and that i need to go out, so they agree and we go to an arcade. We play practically all the games there until it got boring. The guilt still remained in me and it wouldn't go. It made me feel super sick to the point where i told the guys i had to go

"Guys i think imma go i don't think I've fully recovered and i feel super dodgy. Daniels dad picks me up as he was in the area and i go home. The guys told me that they go to but i gave em $10 so they could spend it on anything they wanted.

I get into the door when Sharis says someone's waiting upstairs for you. I run upstairs as its probably aliyah. I know ill 100% beg on my knees for her forgiveness i will be the one to talk. I'll be the first to speak i just really need to say sorry. But why would she come here if im the one who made the mistake. 

Here goes nothing i tell myself , I burst into my room to not exactly find what i was looking for. It wasnt her. Instead it was nicola. What do she want? I swear she didnt wanna come near me, chicks these days.

"Hey nic" kissing her on the cheeck "what you doing here?"

"I seen Devs snap with use playing at the arcade i would have went there but i seen another one of his snaps and you werent in it so i gathered you went home"

"Yh oh ok"

"Any way you didn't say you were better or that you were even going to go out" she says

"Oh its because i felt better for a short amount of time but then i started to feel worse again. Im sorry i didnt tell you"

"Best be and i was gonna say thatill stay round today but as your ill i'll pass. By the way i need to get my jumper i left here. Do you mind ? You go take a shower ill be here waiting. " She says awfully nice.

I throw off my clothes throwing em on the floor and take a long shower, i let everything sink in until i get out and dry myself.

20 mins later

I get out and Nicola is on my phone but as soon as she sees me she comes of it. "You dont mind  do you? My phone....... died and i needed to ring my mom. It's all gucci now"

I see a flash behind her and that wasnt my phone, it was hers. So why did she lie.

"I best be off uno its late and i gotta pack for the concert in a few days. I'll see you around yh.Bye" Before I could reply she kissed my cheeck and was out the door. 

I go onto my phone but there was nothing on my search history. She was clever whatever she did she erased it so that i wouldnt find out about what she did. 

I realise she has left one tab which she forgot to take of but it was my photos, why was she on them?

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