Save Me Please | The Bomb Digz

Chapter 9

I gasp for air. My arms slamming on the ground, jolting my body up as i cough up the water in my mouth. My breathing increasing rapidly as i start to panic. My lungs burn like fire. And my lips feeling dry and ripped. I realise I'm at the beach. But how did I get back to the surface? Faces surround me as i look up. Devin, Daniel, and Lexi are looking at me as if they are staring into my soul. 

I am calmed down by Lexi. I screamed, "IVE GOT TO SEE KEVIN PLEASE, LET ME SEE KEVIN!"

Lexi:"Shhhhhhhh its okay, I've got you I'm here." Lexi places her hands upon my mouth and made me calm down. I feel lost and i think she realises as she says,

Lexi:" It's okay, just relax and we'll explain everything when we get home". I am carried by Daniel to the car, 

"DANIEL I HAVE TO SEE KEV, PLEASE," i say to him 

Daniel:"Okay calm yourself, you'll see him soon".     I begin shivering due to my clothes being cold and wet. 

"You cold?" He says. I just nod. As it was the only communication at the time i could do. I wasn't completely conscious and so it felt like a blur whatever anyone was saying. My mouth started to water due to the increasing intensity of smell that lingered in the air, causing me to feel nauseous. My ears felt cold. My vision was spinning and black spots began appearing. My eyelids became challenging to keep open as they were so heavy. The ability to feel anything has disappeared. I let my eyes win and closed them.  

_______________Next Day________________

I wake up. My eye site is blurry. A pool of sweat lays on my forehead. The smell of salt and water combined together left on my skin makes the urge to vomit intense, however, i am able to keep it down. I look up to realise i am in my room(at Devins). I feel like i have been hit by a car, my ribs ached and so did my legs. I try to get up, a groan escapes my mouth. AWWW i whimper. I am stopped by Devin placing me back down on the bed. 

Devin:"What are you doing, trying to be a hero, lie back down"

Aliyah:"I need to shower,  i can't stand the smell, and I'm able to move it just hurts a bit. i dont wanna lie here for the whole day doing nothing"

Devin:"Stop lying i no your in pain i no you to well. Rest ok. You can have a shower later, just sit tight" He lays beside me on the bed. 

Aliyah:"Okay" i sulk.  

Devin:"So, what happened uno at the beach, you got me and dan mad scared, i never thought you were gonna do that"

Aliyah:"Im sorry, i never ment for it to happen uno, I seen the video that use posted on insta and literally hurt when kev was the main one singing as if the song was chosen because of me and i caused him pain. I was annoyed that everything kept settin me of. Everytime someone would speak or id hear about kev  i cry so i tried to shut my feelings of. As soon as you seen me crying. I had to pretend that everything's okay, that's why i went into the see thinking it would be a good game and super fun. And my adrenaline was crazy AF. I realised i was being a super and utter div and so i started to turn back but i couldn't hear what use were sayin, then everythin went black and i had this weird ass dream"

Devin:"Div?"

Aliyah:"Basically means idiot "

Devin:"Oh ok, so what was the dream about?"

Aliyah:"Basically the last time i seen all of use a few years ago, and i was re-living it which has messed wid my head. I watched Kevin cry for months and months. And he was crying out my name wishing that i came back and when he was finally happy and back to his normal self. I came back and he's sad again. And didn't stop crying".   

 Devin looks away and doesn't make eye contact with me "DEV, DEV LOOK AT ME, is that dream true, was he crying for months and as soon as ive came back I've fucked him up again?" I say. 

He nods but doesn't say anything.

Aliyah:"Ughhhh, im just so confused on what to do next. Like i need to speak to him urgently its killing me everyday not being able to see, speak or touch him. And before you say it, 'give him time' i can't anymore i need him".  

Devin:"Yh i understand, use were like inseparable and when you moved, he moved. I'll help you but not today okay just focus on getting better today, please. You really scared me and Dani today." I interrupted his sentence.

Aliyah:"How did i even end up on the sand?"

Devin:"Daniel. He was closest and grabbed you luckily before you floated away. He gave you mouth to mouth and it took you ages to wake up, but thankfully you did."

Aliyah:"Oh okay, if you see him tell him i said thx"

Devin:"Will do, now promise me you will rest today and we will  see kev tomorrow okay"  I promised using my pinky promise. "So what do you wanna do for tomorrow then?"

i begin to tell him my ideas of the way i want tomorrow to go and things i need to do. It made me happy telling him this as hopefully if all goes well. Ill be able to talk to kev again..........