Save Me Please | The Bomb Digz

Chapter 24

The guys were finished on younow and so we had been chilling but now I was off to bed. I get into bed and Daniel comes into my room

"Night, ma. Sweet dreams, my girlfriend" He says while kissing my cheek

"Excuse me were not going out"

"Never say never, babe "

"Daniel go away and speak to one of the girls you got on the side"

He walks of shocked and i close the door on him. Even though me and Daniel flirt were not at the stage of a relationship. But God, damn he's beautiful the way his lips always look so kissable. 

I jump into bed and I hear a knock on the door. It was Kev. Before I could tell him to come in he already did, "Aliyah, I'm sorry about what happened I just got angry with Daniel and the way use act."

All i wanted to do was run to him and wrap my arms around him, "I love you Kev, do you wanna sleep here wit......."

We were interrupted by someone. Always as soon as there's a good moment someone has to ruin it. Kev's eyes went from shining because of what i was asking, to looking sorry because of ugggghhh as per usual, his "it" had to kiss his neck. 

"As i was saying good night Aliyah" He walks away and my heart sinks. Why? 

I feel the tears escape my eyes and I silently cry. Oh, how I miss the touch of Kevin, the way we laid in bed for hrs doing nothing. I feel like he's slipping away from me, and all i want is him to tell me that were gonna be fine. But the futures unpredictable at the moment. 

Kevins pov

Earlier that day

I have been thinking for hrs about Aliyah, I have a feeling her and Daniel are getting close. Like to close and I don't want them to become a couple. But why? 

I snapped at her this morning when she came downstairs because of my overreacting and my overthinking. She's literally perfect, she's everything I want and more but i can't have her as she's my best friend. 

All I could do was think of her when she was with Shari and I swear i was about to swing for daniel. The way he was so smug with Aliyah kissing him on the cheek at the party and as i continuously told him. IT WAS ON THE CHEEK. What's the big deal me and Aliyah do that all the time. 

"Use used to, she's mine now" He winked at me and I rolled my eyes trying with every ounce in my body to not shove my fist down his throat. 

But he was speaking the truth. Well, we used to. We haven't spoken much since she went off and I still don't know where she went.( The night before the party.) 

 When she came back from shopping and she didn't kiss me on the cheek nor hug me, I knew i really fucked up. Even though I shouldn't have expected her to I still desired it. 

She and Daniel came down in matching outfits and I'm not going to lie they looked goals AF and i don't normally say that. And she rolled her eyes at Nic I knew she didn't like me and her being together but what could i do? I just shrugged her of. But GOD DAMN Nicola is so annoying at times like the way she kept messaging me during the younow and so I had to put her on silent and she had a massive go at me for it but i just had to tell her that I'm sorry and it won't happen again. 

I later went to apologise to her and It was as if the only thing stopping me from running to her, throwing her up into my arm and hugging her was.... REALITY! Me and her are just best friends and that's it, she doesn't love me that way. 

She was about to ask me to sleep with her (not in a sexual way) but Nic had to kiss my neck and i pretended like i was only speaking to aliyah to say good night. 

I knew i couldn't waste this chance so I told Nicola that i was feeling sick, 

"Hey, Nic babe I'm feelin kinda dodgy would you mind kissing me to make me feel better, I don't think its catchy" Instantly she jumped off me and told me, 

"Over my dead body, you go rest or whatever I'm not getting ill and the reason I caught it was because my sick boyfriend wanted a kiss, HECK NO, YOU STAY AWAY FROM ME TO YOU FEEL DECENT!"

She practically ran outside the house with her hand over her mouth, this was my shot to be able to go to aliyah and stay with her. 

I sprinted up to her room until I stopped myself. I heard her crying, the cries of pain and hurt. Was it because of me? When Nicola came behind me her face lost its colour and her emotions seemed as if they were drained from her. 

I run downstairs making her, her favourite hot choclate with cookies on the side and make myself the same and run back upstairs where she was still crying. I barge into the room turning on the light, her eyes squinting at me which were covered in tears. 

"Kevin?" She says