this is completely off topic and I'm completely okay with it. in case you didn't know, I'm a huge baseball fan. today, the game lost someone so special. Marlins ace Jose Fernandez was killed this morning in a boating accident. Jose was 24 years old and expecting his first child with his girlfriend. he was rookie of the year in 2013, and was bound to win a Cy Young award for baseballs best pitcher in the next 2 or 3 years. not only was he an incredible player, but Jose brought such a light to the game. he was one of the happiest people ever who truly loved to play the game of baseball. Jose Fernandez's legacy will forever be upon us. as a pitcher, I look up to someone like him. who truly just loves the game of baseball. today, I pitched in a game for my team. I did that one for him. he was taken too soon. I know I've been a shitty updater lately but I will get something soon. it will help me cope with this. this is such a loss. today I lost one of my inspirations. he will never be forgotten. thank you for understanding.